Eva Petropoulou Lianou:我不属于从未拥有过的情爱,不属于缥缈不定的未知前路

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<p class="ql-block">Ι do not belong...</p><p class="ql-block">All your life they teach how u must do, think, act, love, live, smile</p><p class="ql-block">All the years of education they teach how u must be present, dress, talk, feel...</p><p class="ql-block">All the time at your job they teach u how u behave, how u must seat, react, claim, interfear, communicate...</p><p class="ql-block">All that faces they teach me..make me feel that i do not belong</p><p class="ql-block">I do not belong in half truth</p><p class="ql-block">I do not belong in that small garden</p><p class="ql-block">I do not belong in the words that was never said</p><p class="ql-block">I do not belong in small boxes that keep the smile of the morning</p><p class="ql-block">I do not belong in shoutting and builing .</p><p class="ql-block">I don't belong in love, i never get</p><p class="ql-block">I do not belong in the incertain possibilities</p><p class="ql-block">But i do belong in myself</p><p class="ql-block">And in the possibility of climbing a big mountain</p><p class="ql-block">Maybe never go to the top..</p><p class="ql-block">But i do belong in my dreams..</p> <p class="ql-block">我无处归依……</p><p class="ql-block"> </p><p class="ql-block">这一生,世人都在教你</p><p class="ql-block">该怎样行事、思考、举止、去爱、生活、微笑。</p><p class="ql-block"> </p><p class="ql-block">漫漫求学岁月,旁人规训你</p><p class="ql-block">该怎样处世、穿搭、言谈、感知情绪……</p><p class="ql-block"> </p><p class="ql-block">职场朝夕之间,又有人教你</p><p class="ql-block">该怎样处世自持、安坐、回应、争取、介入、与人周旋……</p><p class="ql-block"> </p><p class="ql-block">一张张世俗面孔强加于我,</p><p class="ql-block">只让我深深觉得,自己格格不入。</p><p class="ql-block"> </p><p class="ql-block">我不属于半真半假的谎言,</p><p class="ql-block">不属于那一方狭隘的方寸庭院,</p><p class="ql-block">不属于那些欲言又止、未曾说出口的字句,</p><p class="ql-block">不属于禁锢住清晨笑意的狭小牢笼,</p><p class="ql-block">不属于喧嚣争执与刻意堆砌的人间。</p><p class="ql-block"> </p><p class="ql-block">我不属于从未拥有过的情爱,</p><p class="ql-block">不属于缥缈不定的未知前路。</p><p class="ql-block"> </p><p class="ql-block">但我,只属于我自己,</p><p class="ql-block">属于翻越群山的那份向往。</p><p class="ql-block">或许此生,永远登不到顶峰……</p><p class="ql-block">但我,永远栖身于自己的梦境里。</p>