<p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">明天就是中元节了</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">我以为我会放下了</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">可我却还是放不下</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">那埋藏在心里的痛</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">那无穷无尽的思念</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">又在临近中元节时</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">如洪水一样汹涌</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">如火山一样爆发</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">亲爱的弟弟</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">你在哪里呀？</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">又到七月十五了，</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">姐还想约你一起</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">去给亲人祭祀呀……</span></p> <p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">二0二一年</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">中元节前夕</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">我想约弟弟</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">一起回故乡</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">给先人们扫墓祭祀</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">可我给弟弟打电话</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">却怎么也找不到他</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">后来找到了小侄女</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">才知道弟弟他已于</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">六月二十九日清晨</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">突发心梗抢救无效</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">与我们不辞而别了</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">发生了这么大的事</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">家人们却都瞒着我</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">我一直被蒙在鼓里</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">他们是好心保护我</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">我却什么也不知道</span></p> <p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">我最最亲爱的好弟弟</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">你于一九五七年二月</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">在乍暖还寒的春天里</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">平安的来到了这人间</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">你来的轰轰烈烈</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">因为我们的爸爸</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">是家里的独生子</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">爸妈生了哥哥后</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">又生了我和你二姐</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">之后才又生下了你</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">你是我们家族之中</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">“德”字辈的二公子</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">长辈和族人的喜悦</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">爸爸和妈妈的欢心</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">可想而知……</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">你是爸爸妈妈</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">骄傲的老儿子</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">是哥哥姐姐们</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">亲爱的小弟弟……</span></p> <p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">我亲爱的好弟弟</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">你就这么走了吗</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">走的安安静静</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">走的悄无声息……</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">家人们的悲痛欲绝</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">亲友们的怀念惋惜</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">不言而喻……</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">因担心我无法承受</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">你不幸离世的噩耗</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">大家一直不敢告诉我</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">直到当年的中元节前</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">我多次打电话呼叫你</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">可却再也听不到你的</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">一声回应……</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">我怎么也想不通</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">这人世间怎么会</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">这么残酷</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">这么无情……</span></p> <p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">转眼五年了</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">我一直活在</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">云里 雾里 梦里</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">我不相信弟弟</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">真的不辞而别</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">永远离我而去了</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">我幻想着他还在</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">还在我能想到的</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">每一个地方</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">每一个角落……</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">他没有与我告别</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">我也不去打扰他</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">只要他无忧无虑</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">我就会保持沉默……</span></p> <p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">但我却几乎天天</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">不知不觉的想他 </span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">想爸爸妈妈</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">想哥哥妹妹</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">想我们那个曾经</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">是四世同堂的家</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">想我们兄弟姐妹四人</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">在有爸爸妈妈的家里</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">屋子虽又小又破</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">可是有爸爸妈妈</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">为我们遮风挡雨</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">那就是温暖的家</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">那就有甜甜的梦</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">那时吃的虽然是</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">粗茶淡饭</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">那时穿的虽然是</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">俭朴无华</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">可有爸爸妈妈和</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">兄弟姐妹</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">就有清脆悦耳的</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">欢声笑语</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">就有洒满阳光的</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">快乐幸福……</span></p> <p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">随着岁月的流逝</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">我们一天天长大了</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">日子一天天好过了</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">可我们的妈妈却在</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">一九七九年春节前</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">那个寒冬的深夜里</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">永远的离开了我们</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">那年她才四十九岁</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">正值岁月如秋</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">她还没有老啊</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">她还满头青丝</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">她还貌美如花……</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">人们常说</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">父亲是家里的顶梁柱</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">而母亲则是那承重墙</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">是定盘星</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">是主心骨</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">是温柔乡……</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">妈妈走后的家</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">感觉支离破碎</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">屋里空荡荡冷冰冰</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">四壁都透着风…… </span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">可大家都在忍</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">忍着失去母亲的痛苦</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">忍着维护已残缺的家</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">渐渐的</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">我们先后立业成家了</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">鸟儿离巢飞向四方了</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">而爸爸却要一个人</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">孤独的守着那空房……</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">各自有了小家之后</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">很难全力顾及大家</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">有了自己的儿女后</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">也难先念手足之情</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">但大家都在等</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">等自己的孩子</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">长大 立业 成家</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">可他们长大了</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">大家却还在等</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">等孩子们的孩子</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">一天天的长高长大 </span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">一天天的学业有成</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">我们也都老了</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">再一同坐在那</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">落日的夕阳下</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">拉拉小的时候</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">互相牵着的手</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">暖暖心</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">叙叙旧……</span></p> <p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">可谁知这苍天</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">它竟戏弄人那</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">二0一四年春</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">哥哥罹患了重病</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">他正在南方治疗</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">妹妹却在老家</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">突发脑出血了……</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">我去三亚才第三天</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">又急急忙忙返回家</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">历经整整四十天</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">惊心动魄的救治</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">妹妹的命保住了</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">人却半身不遂了……</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">刚刚稳住了妹妹</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">回头再去看哥哥</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">他却已经不行了</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">老爸还健在</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">他却先走了</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">我的心痛啊悔啊……</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">只隔了两年多</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">思念哥哥的泪水</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">还没等擦干</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">我又在三亚</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">给弟弟打电话</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">询问老爸怎么样？</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">弟弟迟疑了片刻</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">却哽咽着说：</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">老爸走了……</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">这又是一晴天霹雳</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">这又是当头一棒啊……</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">我忍啊忍啊</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">忍着思念忍着伤痛</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">忍到可以约弟弟</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">一同回老家</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">给爸爸妈妈和哥哥</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">扫墓祭祀了</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">我觉得自已</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">就要走出泥潭</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">跳出深渊了</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">可我又再也找不到</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">我那亲爱的弟弟了</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">这不辞而别</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">这天各一方</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">我真不知道</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">我该怎么活……</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">去年十月三日</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">我亲爱的妹妹</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">与病魔抗争了</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">整整十年之后</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">也摆脱了痛苦</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">撒手人寰</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">去了天堂……</span></p> <p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">各位天堂里的亲人们</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">我现在已年逾古稀了</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">可我一辈子不认输啊</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">我知道自己还承载着</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">您们的重托</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">家族的使命</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">孩子们的期盼</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">自己的责任</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">我还会继续努力</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">绝不会让这个家</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">风雨漂摇</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">七零八落</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">我含着泪咬着牙</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">也定会勇毅前行</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">我要引领孩子们</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">传承发扬家族的</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">优良传统和作风</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">陪孩子们的孩子</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">健康快乐的成长</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">平安幸福的生话……</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">亲爱的爸爸妈妈</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">亲爱的哥哥弟弟</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">还有亲爱的妹妹</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">虽然我们不能</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">手牵手了</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">但我们会永远</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">心连心啊</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">无论花前月下</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">还是晨曦晚霞</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">无论天南地北</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">还是春秋冬夏</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">我遥遥相望的诉说</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">我缠缠绵绵的吟唱</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">我字里行间的抒怀</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">我随时随地的拍摄</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">都寄托着我的</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">一片片心语和</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">一片片的思念</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">飞向您们的身边</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">镌刻在我的心田……</span></p><p class="ql-block"><br></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;"> 文 字：丽 君</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;"> 手机随拍：丽 君</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">二0二六年八月廿六日</span></p>