闪耀在时光里的徽章(自由诗)

冷雾

<p class="ql-block"><b style="font-size:22px;">孙瑞安/撰文</b></p><p class="ql-block"><b style="font-size:22px;">李洪瑞/朗颂</b></p> <p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">打开记忆的闸门</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">总有一些物件</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">如时光凝固的琥珀</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">静静守护着远去的往事</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;"> </span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">它们默然无声</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">却深深封存着</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">岁月的重量</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">与不朽的光芒</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;"> </span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">在我书柜的深处</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">珍藏着一盒领章、帽徽、资历章和军功章</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">它们整齐排列</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">宛如一篇篇铺开的</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">微缩军旅诗</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;"> </span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">六五式、八五式、八八式、零七式</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">四副徽章,静静并列</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">像时光亲手镌刻的标尺</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">默默丈量着</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">我一路走来的</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">三十多年戎马岁月</span></p><p class="ql-block"><br></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;"> ★ ★ ★ </span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;"> </span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">六五式的红星红旗,最为质朴</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">却承载着我青春里</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">最炽热的情怀</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;"> </span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">最难忘,从齐齐哈尔踏入军营的那年</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">新兵训练结束</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">老班长俯身</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">手把手教我</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">钉缀崭新的领章、帽徽</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;"> </span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">一颗红星头上戴</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">革命红旗挂两边</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">那一刻</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">胸膛里,骤然腾起一团滚烫的火</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;"> </span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">晨光熹微之中</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">军容镜前</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">是一脸青涩的青年士兵</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">目光清澈,眉目坚定,黑发浓盛</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;"> </span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">我一遍遍整理军容</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">指尖轻轻抚过崭新的领章</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">心底盛满庄重</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">盛满对军旅前路的无限憧憬</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;"> </span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">这一枚枚红五星、红领章</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">见证了我军旅生涯中</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">无数滚烫的瞬间</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;"> </span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">黑水炮兵靶场</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">在震耳的轰鸣、弥漫的硝烟中</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">初悟实战的演练</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;"> </span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">一九七七年</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">奔赴兴安岭余脉山火一线</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">逆行向前</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">践行军人的初心与天职</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;"> </span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">一九七八年</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">从普通士兵成长为排职干部</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">肩上多了责任</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">心中盛满荣光</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;"> </span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">一九八一年</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">沈阳体育场阅兵方队之中</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">步步铿锵</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">踏出军人的誓言与担当</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;"> </span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">如今,这些旧徽章早已微微褪色</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">历经风霜雨雪的层层漂洗</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">印满摸爬滚打的岁月痕迹</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">它们,是时光赠予我</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">最沉默、也最珍贵的勋章</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;"> </span></p><p class="ql-block"><b style="font-size:22px;"> ★ ★ ★ </b></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;"> </span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">八五式军装,焕然一新</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">陪伴官兵二十余载的解放帽</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">换成庄重挺拔的大檐帽</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;"> </span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">鲜红帽墙,金边领章,熠熠星徽</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">一眼望去</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">风骨凛然,</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">军人形象愈发刚毅庄重</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;"> </span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">一九八五年五月一日,</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">清晨街头</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">一身崭新军装</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">引来路人驻足、满眼赞叹</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">翌日,我与战友并肩</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">在军区八一摄影中心</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">定格一身戎装英姿</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;"> </span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">这一套崭新徽章</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">陪我第一次伫立天安门广场</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">耳畔似回荡着时代磅礴的声响</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;"> </span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">陪我登临慕田峪长城</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">长风猎猎</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">依稀听见岁月深处的战马嘶鸣</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;"> </span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">随我深入吐鲁番戈壁</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">热风浩荡</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">尽览祖国山河的辽阔苍茫</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;"> </span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">伴我踏遍黄海十一座海岛</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">咸涩海风拂过帽檐</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">浪涛声声</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">皆是使命与初心的共鸣</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;"> </span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">自此</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">“一颗五星、两面红旗”的旧模样</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">永久定格在历史的记忆之中</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;"> </span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;"> ★ ★ ★ </span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;"> </span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">八八式星徽立体庄重,军衔制正式落地</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">一朝授衔</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">使命更重</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;"> </span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">全军统一换装那日,</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">我身在外地公干</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">归队之时,八五式已然悄然退役</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">匆匆一身便装踏上归程</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">归来已是崭新戎装、全新肩章</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;"> </span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">初授军衔,一杠三星</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">岁月磨砺,步步进阶,</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">从二杠一星</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">十余载军营淬炼、风雨耕耘</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">最终定格为二杠四星的荣光</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;"> </span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">这套徽章</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">伴我奔走辽西野营拉练</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">驻守滔滔洪水的堤坝一线</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">奔赴辽东木奇镇实战演习</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">深入白城基层连队当兵锤炼</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">也见证我在全军业务赛场,奋勇争先、全力拼搏</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;"> </span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">它陪我走过白山黑水的座座军营</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">记录我从青涩新兵,到沉稳军人的蜕变成长</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">也珍藏着我斩获两枚军功章时</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">心底滚烫的激动与荣耀</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;"> </span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;"> ★ ★ ★ </span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">零七式徽章,工艺精妙,质感凛然</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">激光雕琢的纹路</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">在光影里静静流转</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;"> </span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">佩戴这套徽章时</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">我已告别繁忙的一线工作岗位</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">转入寂莫的研究性工作</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">岗位虽变,初心未改</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">从未有过半分懈怠,未生一丝退意</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;"> </span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">金属徽章沉甸甸的质感</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">时刻提醒着我</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">岗位可换,坚守不移</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">岁月流转,使命不息</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;"> </span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">最后一次集体列队,戎装在身</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">对镜而立,两鬓悄然染上风霜</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;"> </span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">金属的冷光,映照眼角的细纹</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">崭新的徽章,邂逅沧桑的岁月</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;"> </span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">它为我的军旅生涯</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">画上圆满句点</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">也久久闪烁着</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">一生使命的璀璨余晖</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;"> </span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">时至今日</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">这些静静陈列在书柜中的徽章</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">不再随我走边关、奔赴训练场</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">却深深镌刻在心底,从未褪色</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;"> </span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">每一道浅浅划痕,都是时光的篆刻</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">每一层温润包浆,都是生命的打磨</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;"> </span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">它们从来不是冰冷的配饰</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">是熔铸骨血的精神坐标</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">是浸润一生的军人图腾</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;"> </span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">夜深人静,万籁归寂</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">耳畔总有穿越岁月的嘹亮军号</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">眼前总有年少一身戎装的自己</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">面向鲜红军旗,郑重敬礼</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;"> </span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">徽章会老去,岁月会更迭</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">但红星曾经照耀过的山河长空</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">永远有新星接续闪耀</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;"> </span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">这颗融入骨髓的军人初心</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">终将在岁月长河中</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">生生不息,熠熠生辉</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;"></span></p> <p class="ql-block"><b style="font-size:20px;">(1965式)</b></p> <p class="ql-block"><b style="font-size:20px;">(1985式)</b></p> <p class="ql-block"><b style="font-size:20px;">(1988式)</b></p> <p class="ql-block"><b style="font-size:20px;">(1988式)</b></p> <p class="ql-block"><b style="font-size:20px;">(2007式)</b></p> <p class="ql-block"><b style="font-size:20px;">(2007式)</b></p>