<p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px; color:rgb(57, 181, 74);">《以山为鼓》</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px; color:rgb(57, 181, 74);"> 作者/大牧</span></p><p class="ql-block"><br></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px; color:rgb(57, 181, 74);"> （锹印）</span></p><p class="ql-block"><br></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px; color:rgb(57, 181, 74);">八十年前的力气</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px; color:rgb(57, 181, 74);">还留在土里</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px; color:rgb(57, 181, 74);">每一锹翻开的</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px; color:rgb(57, 181, 74);">似旧年的骨节</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px; color:rgb(57, 181, 74);">祖父的喘息在</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px; color:rgb(57, 181, 74);">父亲的手掌在</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px; color:rgb(57, 181, 74);">黄土丈量</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px; color:rgb(57, 181, 74);">一代人与另一代人</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px; color:rgb(57, 181, 74);">那道看不见的脐带</span></p><p class="ql-block"><br></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px; color:rgb(57, 181, 74);">我们来地里不为收成</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px; color:rgb(57, 181, 74);">为与铁锹残留的月光</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px; color:rgb(57, 181, 74);">碰一次面</span></p><p class="ql-block"><br></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px; color:rgb(57, 181, 74);">北山把半山腰的日头</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px; color:rgb(57, 181, 74);">慢慢吞下</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px; color:rgb(57, 181, 74);">又慢慢吐出</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px; color:rgb(57, 181, 74);">像咀嚼一块</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px; color:rgb(57, 181, 74);">嚼不烂的倔</span></p><p class="ql-block"><br></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px; color:rgb(57, 181, 74);"> （西东）</span></p><p class="ql-block"><br></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px; color:rgb(57, 181, 74);">风从周原吹来的时候</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px; color:rgb(57, 181, 74);">会放轻脚步</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px; color:rgb(57, 181, 74);">那些青铜器上的铭文</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px; color:rgb(57, 181, 74);">教会西府人</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px; color:rgb(57, 181, 74);">如何用最柔软的语气</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px; color:rgb(57, 181, 74);">说出最硬的道理</span></p><p class="ql-block"><br></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px; color:rgb(57, 181, 74);">东边人把声调磨成刀</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px; color:rgb(57, 181, 74);">守城的喉咙</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px; color:rgb(57, 181, 74);">天生比守礼</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px; color:rgb(57, 181, 74);">更接近烽火</span></p><p class="ql-block"><br></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px; color:rgb(57, 181, 74);">岐山的面条</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px; color:rgb(57, 181, 74);">须用三千年熬制</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px; color:rgb(57, 181, 74);">的汤底</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px; color:rgb(57, 181, 74);">才能把礼节渗进</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px; color:rgb(57, 181, 74);">骨头的缝隙</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px; color:rgb(57, 181, 74);">像西凤酒入喉时</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px; color:rgb(57, 181, 74);">提醒你</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px; color:rgb(57, 181, 74);">这方水土的祖先</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px; color:rgb(57, 181, 74);">曾使天下人懂得</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px; color:rgb(57, 181, 74);">何为规矩</span></p><p class="ql-block"><br></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px; color:rgb(57, 181, 74);"> （冗余）</span></p><p class="ql-block"><br></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px; color:rgb(57, 181, 74);">雄孔雀的尾羽</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px; color:rgb(57, 181, 74);">不是为了美丽</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px; color:rgb(57, 181, 74);">是证明它可以</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px; color:rgb(57, 181, 74);">挥霍整个森林</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px; color:rgb(57, 181, 74);">的危险</span></p><p class="ql-block"><br></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px; color:rgb(57, 181, 74);">就像你把伤痕</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px; color:rgb(57, 181, 74);">当作勋章佩戴</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px; color:rgb(57, 181, 74);">让深渊知道</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px; color:rgb(57, 181, 74);">你有多余的血</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px; color:rgb(57, 181, 74);">供养那些华而</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px; color:rgb(57, 181, 74);">不实的活</span></p><p class="ql-block"><br></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px; color:rgb(57, 181, 74);">进化从非克制</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px; color:rgb(57, 181, 74);">是奢侈地活着</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px; color:rgb(57, 181, 74);">奢侈到让天敌</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px; color:rgb(57, 181, 74);">成为屏风上</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px; color:rgb(57, 181, 74);">一抹无关紧要的</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px; color:rgb(57, 181, 74);">暗影</span></p><p class="ql-block"><br></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px; color:rgb(57, 181, 74);"> （ 她影）</span></p><p class="ql-block"><br></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px; color:rgb(57, 181, 74);">她分手的姿势</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px; color:rgb(57, 181, 74);">像雪融化</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px; color:rgb(57, 181, 74);">不提一个字</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px; color:rgb(57, 181, 74);">不动一片瓦</span></p><p class="ql-block"><br></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px; color:rgb(57, 181, 74);">后来你落难</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px; color:rgb(57, 181, 74);">所有人隐身</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px; color:rgb(57, 181, 74);">唯她逆着光</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px; color:rgb(57, 181, 74);">走来</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px; color:rgb(57, 181, 74);">手里端着</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px; color:rgb(57, 181, 74);">缺角的砂锅</span></p><p class="ql-block"><br></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px; color:rgb(57, 181, 74);">你说她是你见过的</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px; color:rgb(57, 181, 74);">第一个</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px; color:rgb(57, 181, 74);">用沉默打败世界的</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px; color:rgb(57, 181, 74);">女人</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px; color:rgb(57, 181, 74);">她用一辈子</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px; color:rgb(57, 181, 74);">活成了一道</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px; color:rgb(57, 181, 74);">不设防的</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px; color:rgb(57, 181, 74);">关隘</span></p><p class="ql-block"><br></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px; color:rgb(57, 181, 74);">尔今</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px; color:rgb(57, 181, 74);">这样的女人</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px; color:rgb(57, 181, 74);">基本上绝迹</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px; color:rgb(57, 181, 74);">唯独她的影</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px; color:rgb(57, 181, 74);">像一面旗</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px; color:rgb(57, 181, 74);"> </span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px; color:rgb(57, 181, 74);"> （鸿毛）</span></p><p class="ql-block"><br></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px; color:rgb(57, 181, 74);">把昨天折成纸船吧</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px; color:rgb(57, 181, 74);">放进不属于今天的</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px; color:rgb(57, 181, 74);">河流</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px; color:rgb(57, 181, 74);">让它漂到没有地址</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px; color:rgb(57, 181, 74);">的下游</span></p><p class="ql-block"><br></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px; color:rgb(57, 181, 74);">明天还给明天的雾气</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px; color:rgb(57, 181, 74);">你只负责</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px; color:rgb(57, 181, 74);">此时此地</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px; color:rgb(57, 181, 74);">的呼吸</span></p><p class="ql-block"><br></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px; color:rgb(57, 181, 74);">那个下棋的大爷</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px; color:rgb(57, 181, 74);">把八十年的心事</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px; color:rgb(57, 181, 74);">落在棋盘</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px; color:rgb(57, 181, 74);">被一只鸟</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px; color:rgb(57, 181, 74);">衔走</span></p><p class="ql-block"><br></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px; color:rgb(57, 181, 74);">邻居阿姨还在琢磨</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px; color:rgb(57, 181, 74);">子女的生计</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px; color:rgb(57, 181, 74);">她忘了自己的眉头</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px; color:rgb(57, 181, 74);">比子女</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px; color:rgb(57, 181, 74);">更先老去</span></p><p class="ql-block"><br></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px; color:rgb(57, 181, 74);">重与轻</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px; color:rgb(57, 181, 74);">似把石头从胸口</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px; color:rgb(57, 181, 74);">搬到山脚</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px; color:rgb(57, 181, 74);">然后不问那座山</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px; color:rgb(57, 181, 74);">叫什么名字</span></p><p class="ql-block"><br></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px; color:rgb(57, 181, 74);"> （五行）</span></p><p class="ql-block"><br></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px; color:rgb(57, 181, 74);">缺金的</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px; color:rgb(57, 181, 74);">从来不是手腕</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px; color:rgb(57, 181, 74);">似骨头里那把</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px; color:rgb(57, 181, 74);">迟迟不肯出鞘</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px; color:rgb(57, 181, 74);">的决断</span></p><p class="ql-block"><br></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px; color:rgb(57, 181, 74);">缺水的</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px; color:rgb(57, 181, 74);">从来不是杯盏</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px; color:rgb(57, 181, 74);">似浑浊的河流</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px; color:rgb(57, 181, 74);">始终没有升起</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px; color:rgb(57, 181, 74);">那轮看见底部</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px; color:rgb(57, 181, 74);">的清醒</span></p><p class="ql-block"><br></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px; color:rgb(57, 181, 74);">缺木的</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px; color:rgb(57, 181, 74);">把绿植种满阳台</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px; color:rgb(57, 181, 74);">任由自己的根系</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px; color:rgb(57, 181, 74);">浅土里打盹</span></p><p class="ql-block"><br></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px; color:rgb(57, 181, 74);">缺火的</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px; color:rgb(57, 181, 74);">穿遍红衣</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px; color:rgb(57, 181, 74);">却把余烬</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px; color:rgb(57, 181, 74);">深埋在</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px; color:rgb(57, 181, 74);">不敢出发</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px; color:rgb(57, 181, 74);">的清晨</span></p><p class="ql-block"><br></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px; color:rgb(57, 181, 74);">你问改命</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px; color:rgb(57, 181, 74);">命不在卦爻</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px; color:rgb(57, 181, 74);">在你把对抗</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px; color:rgb(57, 181, 74);">修成反射</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px; color:rgb(57, 181, 74);">历史读为镜子</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px; color:rgb(57, 181, 74);">呼吸刻进石头</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px; color:rgb(57, 181, 74);">的纹理</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px; color:rgb(57, 181, 74);">余温跑如山路</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px; color:rgb(57, 181, 74);">的一刻</span></p><p class="ql-block"><br></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px; color:rgb(57, 181, 74);">五行备齐</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px; color:rgb(57, 181, 74);">你成了自己</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px; color:rgb(57, 181, 74);">的天干地支</span></p><p class="ql-block"><br></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px; color:rgb(57, 181, 74);"> （石镜)</span></p><p class="ql-block"><br></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px; color:rgb(57, 181, 74);">你用一个月工资</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px; color:rgb(57, 181, 74);">五味十字把石头</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px; color:rgb(57, 181, 74);">磨成透明的山河</span></p><p class="ql-block"><br></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px; color:rgb(57, 181, 74);">父亲戴上看戏</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px; color:rgb(57, 181, 74);">看台上的人哭</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px; color:rgb(57, 181, 74);">看台下的人老</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px; color:rgb(57, 181, 74);">红线绑在耳后</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px; color:rgb(57, 181, 74);">像拴住一个时代</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px; color:rgb(57, 181, 74);">的光阴</span></p><p class="ql-block"><br></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px; color:rgb(57, 181, 74);">怕石头碎</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px; color:rgb(57, 181, 74);">其实更怕</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px; color:rgb(57, 181, 74);">从石头看见</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px; color:rgb(57, 181, 74);">的儿子</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px; color:rgb(57, 181, 74);">忽然比戏文里</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px; color:rgb(57, 181, 74);">的还远</span></p><p class="ql-block"><br></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px; color:rgb(57, 181, 74);">那副眼镜后来</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px; color:rgb(57, 181, 74);">挂在老屋墙上</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px; color:rgb(57, 181, 74);">替父亲</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px; color:rgb(57, 181, 74);">看那些没来得及</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px; color:rgb(57, 181, 74);">看完的</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px; color:rgb(57, 181, 74);">人世</span></p><p class="ql-block"><br></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px; color:rgb(57, 181, 74);"> （试卷）</span></p><p class="ql-block"><br></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px; color:rgb(57, 181, 74);">每个人都领到</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px; color:rgb(57, 181, 74);">一套</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px; color:rgb(57, 181, 74);">专属于自己的</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px; color:rgb(57, 181, 74);">沟壑</span></p><p class="ql-block"><br></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px; color:rgb(57, 181, 74);">急脾气遇见</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px; color:rgb(57, 181, 74);">全世界红灯</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px; color:rgb(57, 181, 74);">多疑者撞上</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px; color:rgb(57, 181, 74);">欲言又止的</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px; color:rgb(57, 181, 74);">眼神</span></p><p class="ql-block"><br></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px; color:rgb(57, 181, 74);">而你的试卷上</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px; color:rgb(57, 181, 74);">密密麻麻写着</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px; color:rgb(57, 181, 74);">放下</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px; color:rgb(57, 181, 74);">又拿起</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px; color:rgb(57, 181, 74);">拿起</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px; color:rgb(57, 181, 74);">又放下</span></p><p class="ql-block"><br></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px; color:rgb(57, 181, 74);">考官是你</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px; color:rgb(57, 181, 74);">考生是你</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px; color:rgb(57, 181, 74);">交卷的铃</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px; color:rgb(57, 181, 74);">也握在你</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px; color:rgb(57, 181, 74);">自己手里</span></p><p class="ql-block"><br></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px; color:rgb(57, 181, 74);">直到有一天</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px; color:rgb(57, 181, 74);">你走出考场</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px; color:rgb(57, 181, 74);">回头看</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px; color:rgb(57, 181, 74);">山高路远</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px; color:rgb(57, 181, 74);">不过是一张</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px; color:rgb(57, 181, 74);">被风吹起的</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px; color:rgb(57, 181, 74);">废纸</span></p><p class="ql-block"><br></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px; color:rgb(57, 181, 74);"> （莫触）</span></p><p class="ql-block"><br></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px; color:rgb(57, 181, 74);">记忆非花蕊</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px; color:rgb(57, 181, 74);">似永不凋谢</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px; color:rgb(57, 181, 74);">的毒</span></p><p class="ql-block"><br></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px; color:rgb(57, 181, 74);">思念无用</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px; color:rgb(57, 181, 74);">却把每一个</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px; color:rgb(57, 181, 74);">没用的黄昏</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px; color:rgb(57, 181, 74);">缝成你的皮肤</span></p><p class="ql-block"><br></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px; color:rgb(57, 181, 74);">那些很轻的风</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px; color:rgb(57, 181, 74);">很真的心事</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px; color:rgb(57, 181, 74);">以为日子永远滚烫</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px; color:rgb(57, 181, 74);">的错觉</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px; color:rgb(57, 181, 74);">如今在某个转身的</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px; color:rgb(57, 181, 74);">瞬间</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px; color:rgb(57, 181, 74);">咬你一口</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px; color:rgb(57, 181, 74);">然后继续</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px; color:rgb(57, 181, 74);">在血管流淌</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px; color:rgb(57, 181, 74);">那回不去的</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px; color:rgb(57, 181, 74);">温存</span></p>