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玉笛飞声

<p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">作者:玉飞</span></p> <p class="ql-block"><b style="font-size:22px;"> 一</b></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">老同学,很想见到你</span></p><p class="ql-block"><br></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">日历在抽屉深处</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">长出青苔</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">我翻开五月</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">却摸到一片</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">去年的雪</span></p><p class="ql-block"><br></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">你的城市是几号线</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">我数过所有</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">通往故乡,或他乡</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">铁轨的</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">岔口</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">每一根枕木下</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">都埋着</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">未寄出的</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">站台名</span></p><p class="ql-block"><br></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">很想见到你</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">这句话太亮了</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">像突然打开的</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">日光灯</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">照见满屋</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">正在撤退的</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">灰尘</span></p><p class="ql-block"><br></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">所以我们不说见</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">我们说"路过"</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">说"顺路"</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">说"刚好在附近"</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">像两片叶子</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">假装被同一阵风</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">吹落</span></p><p class="ql-block"><br></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">而风早已换了季节</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">你窗前的梧桐</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">落尽了吧</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">我这里的银杏</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">正黄成</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">一封</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">没有收件人的</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">电报</span></p><p class="ql-block"><br></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">老同学</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">很想见到你</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">这个念头很轻</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">轻到不敢</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">落在</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">任何</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">具体的</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">星期几</span></p><p class="ql-block"><br></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">——写给所有"想见"却始终没有见的人</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">2025.5.28日晨</span></p> <p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;"> 二</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">老同学,今天你快乐吗</span></p><p class="ql-block"><br></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">钟声是锈的</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">我们在各自的站台</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">等一列</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">永远晚点的雨</span></p><p class="ql-block"><br></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">你数过窗上的霜吗</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">那些六角形的</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">正在融化的</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">旧地址</span></p><p class="ql-block"><br></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">快乐是动词</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">还是名词</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">还是某种</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">我们曾交换过的</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">缺角的邮票</span></p><p class="ql-block"><br></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">邮筒空了太久</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">连回声都学会</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">用沉默</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">盖在空白的</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">邮戳</span></p><p class="ql-block"><br></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">老同学</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">今天你快乐吗</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">我的问句悬在半空</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">像那年未说完的</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">半截粉笔</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">正在黑板上</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">慢慢</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">变成</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">白</span></p><p class="ql-block"><br></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">——给所有在时间里走散,又偶尔想起的人</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">2025.5.28日晨</span></p> <p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;"> 三</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;"> 老同学,你在线吗</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">对话框是深夜的湖面</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">我投下一颗石子</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">等待涟漪</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">变成</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">已读</span></p><p class="ql-block"><br></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">头像亮着</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">像远处一扇</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">忘了关的窗</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">光从里面漏出来</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">却照不见</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">任何人</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">走动的</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">影子</span></p><p class="ql-block"><br></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">你在线吗</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">这四个字悬在发送键上</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">像冬天呵出的白气</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">还没成形</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">就散了</span></p><p class="ql-block"><br></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">我们曾共用一根网线</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">从机房后排</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">偷渡整个夜晚</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">那时的延迟是三十毫秒</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">现在却是一整个</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">沉默的</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">世纪</span></p><p class="ql-block"><br></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">消息记录往上翻</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">翻到某年五月</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">你说"下了"</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">我说"嗯"</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">然后</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">就再也找不到你的</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">印迹</span></p><p class="ql-block"><br></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">老同学</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">你在线吗</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">我的光标在闪烁</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">像一支</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">找不到黑板的</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">粉笔</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">像所有</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">正在输入中</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">又</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">逐个</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">删除的</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">自己</span></p><p class="ql-block"><br></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">——写给所有亮着头像、却不再说话的人</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">2025.5.30日晚</span></p>