与狮共眠

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<p class="ql-block"><b style="font-size:22px;">与狮共眠</b></p><p class="ql-block"><br></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">我编扎“君子不涉险境”的竹简</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">也把胆怯 缝进虚弱的尊严</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">总说要撕碎沉重的假面</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">却不敢低头</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">看攥紧的拳头</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">早把勇气 捏成逃遁的借口</span></p><p class="ql-block"><br></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">狮口不是万劫不复的深渊</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">是我在狮子🦁的瞳孔里</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">凿出了自己在悬崖边的寒颤</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">獠牙的寒光不是死亡的请柬</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">是我闭上眼</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">才把它的呼吸 听成审判</span></p><p class="ql-block"><br></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">我走向正午的草场</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">阳光把土地晒得坦荡</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">我放下病了半生的慌张</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">在它起伏的鬃毛旁平躺</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">像一块布满孔洞的石头 </span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">落进它的光芒</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;"></span></p><p class="ql-block"><br></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">它的呼吸扫过我的额角</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">带着血与荒野的味道</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">我没有把眼闭上</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">看穿过獠牙的阳光</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">推开一扇从未敢推开的窗</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">原来最锋利的模样</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">也能盛下光</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">就是在最汹涌的心跳旁</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">我哄睡了恐惧半生的皮囊</span></p>