【自由诗】驴给自己贷款买了个磨

冰山雪峰

<p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">  驴为磨负了债,人为执念扛着累。这“磨”究竟是日子的指望,还是肩头的枷锁?细品时,总在负重里照见自己。</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;"> ——题记</span></p> <p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">一</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">驴给自己贷款买了个磨</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">蹄子落在合同上的声响</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">比磨盘空转时更沉</span></p><p class="ql-block"><br></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">从此晨光牵着缰绳</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">把每一天都碾成碎银</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">驴低着头,一圈圈数着</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">石磨的齿痕里</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">藏着还不清的年轮</span></p><p class="ql-block"><br></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">偶尔风从磨眼钻过</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">带来远处的草香</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">驴甩甩尾巴</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">继续转——</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">毕竟这磨是自己的</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">连肩上的累</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">都带着几分踏实的分量 </span></p> <p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">二</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">驴给自己贷款买了个磨</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">这事在牲口圈里传了又传</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">老马说不值当</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">山羊啃着草,摇摇头觉得憨</span></p><p class="ql-block"><br></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">可驴认准了那圈石盘</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">签字时蹄子没打颤</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">从此晨光爬上磨杆时</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">它已站成固定的弧线</span></p><p class="ql-block"><br></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">豆子进去,浆水出来</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">每一滴都记着还款日</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">驴不说话,只把脚印</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">叠在磨盘转晕的圈里</span></p><p class="ql-block"><br></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">累了就蹭蹭磨沿歇口气</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">闻闻石缝里的豆香</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">心里明白——</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">这磨是借了力才来的</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">却会陪着自己</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">磨完往后的每一个寻常</span></p> <p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">三</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">驴给自己贷款买了个磨</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">契约上的墨迹洇着决心</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">像它踩在泥地里的蹄印</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">深一脚,是当下的沉</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">浅一脚,是将来的信</span></p><p class="ql-block"><br></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">磨盘第一次转起来时</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">惊飞了檐下的雀</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">驴盯着磨眼吞下的豆</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">仿佛吞下的是日子的碎屑</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">要在碾压里</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">熬出属于自己的甜</span></p><p class="ql-block"><br></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">利息是额外的汗</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">驴认了,反正力气是活的</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">今天用完,明天还能攒</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">石磨不语,只把每一圈</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">都刻成驴与生活的</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">无声之约</span></p>