《难堪的梦境》(外三首)

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幻想 <p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">我的粉丝</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">现在有好几千了</span></p><p class="ql-block"><br></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">我在幻想</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">如果他们隔三差五</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">愿意打赏我一下</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">哪怕每人一块钱</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">那我的生活</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">也就有着落了</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">我就不要这么辛苦</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">出去讨生活了</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">就能更安心地</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">为他们写诗了</span></p><p class="ql-block"><br></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;"> 2026.01.10</span></p> 交易 <p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">你的出现</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">像一道光</span></p><p class="ql-block"><br></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">顺着这光</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">我感觉到了爱和温暖</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">也感觉到了</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">赤裸裸的刺痛</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">不由得想起一句话</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">没有买卖</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">就没有伤害</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;"><span class="ql-cursor"></span></span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">我们之间</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">多像一场交易</span></p><p class="ql-block"><br></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;"> 2026.01.09</span></p> 诗妓 <p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">卖了卖了</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">她扯着嗓子喊</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">不知道的</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">以为她是一个妓</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">只有我知道</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">她是在叫卖</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">刚出版的诗集</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">不过,她写的诗</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">多半有她的影子</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">看了,真会以为</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">她就是一个妓</span></p><p class="ql-block"><br></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;"> 2026.01.09</span></p> 难堪的梦境 <p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">我做了个梦</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">梦见自己</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">遭遇了最大的</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">经济危机</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">最后,穷的</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">连裤衩都不剩</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">光秃秃杵在</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">灯火交辉的霓虹街头</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">幸亏检察及时赶到</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">并用一个布袋</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">罩在我的头上</span></p><p class="ql-block"><br></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">不过,我很想</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">提醒他们</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">别只照顾我的脸面</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">应该先帮我</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">罩住下面</span></p><p class="ql-block"><br></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;"> 2025.01.09</span></p>