<p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">我幻想我老了</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">躺在床上</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">眼睛痴痴地看向窗外</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">每天等待一缕阳光</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">照进自己的身体</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">好让自己知道还活着</span></p><p class="ql-block"><br></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">但阳光不能太烈</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">必须柔和</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">因为，我经不起</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">任何太烈的东西刺激</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">它会灼伤我的眼睛</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">或其他部位</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">它需知道</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">我是个行将就木的老人</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">对老人，必须要温柔</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">就像我现在</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">对待我的母亲</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">每次她躺下</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">我开门，都尽量</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">不发出声响</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">生怕惊醒和惊吓到她</span></p><p class="ql-block"><br></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;"> 2025.12.01</span></p>