<p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">图片来源：网络</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">作者：张庆辉（黑龙江）</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">美篇昵称：了了原创诗词音画</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">美篇号：45727074</span></p> <p class="ql-block" style="text-align:center;"><b style="font-size:22px;">那山、那水、那……</b></p><p class="ql-block" style="text-align:center;"><span style="font-size:20px;">———一部可逆的拓扑学牧歌</span></p><p class="ql-block" style="text-align:center;"><span style="font-size:20px;">诗/张庆辉（黑龙江）</span></p><p class="ql-block" style="text-align:center;"><br></p><p class="ql-block"><b style="font-size:22px;">【第一章 那山】</b></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">那山，是一条被天空反复引用的注释。</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">它先学会隆起，又学会凹陷，</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">最后学会在自己的褶皱里</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">收藏反物质的山泉。</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">谁登顶，谁就被海拔</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">折进一张薄如蝉翼的门票；</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">谁下山，谁就被重力</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">邮寄回自己的影子。</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">我曾在山腰遇见一块石头，</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">它声称是前朝的峰顶，</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">并用一道擦痕向我展示</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">——时间不过是一次</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">硬度对软度的非法入侵。</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">于是我把脚印留在原地，</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">让它继续向上生长；</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">而我，带着山的空白</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">返回身体，</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">在胸腔里种植一片</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">更陡的斜坡。</span></p><p class="ql-block"><br></p><p class="ql-block"><b style="font-size:22px;">【第二章 那水】</b></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">那水，从不流动，</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">只把方向折叠成涟漪，</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">让每一滴自己</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">在圆周里遇见前世的河床。</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">它教会镜子如何溺亡，</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">教会石头如何受孕；</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">它用液态的语法</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">重写两岸的疆域：</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">左岸是“如果”，</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">右岸是“那么”，</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">中间是“也许”的漩涡。</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">我把手掌伸进水里，</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">捞出一张被泡软的日历；</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">日期们像鱼群四散，</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">只剩“今天”在指缝间</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">一边挣扎，一边溶解。</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">原来，所谓现在</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">只是水的一次即兴押韵，</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">而未来，</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">是湿度尚未晾干的</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">下一页空白。</span></p><p class="ql-block"><br></p><p class="ql-block"><b style="font-size:22px;">【第三章 那……】</b></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">那……，像一声被掐断的口哨，</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">悬在句子的悬崖边。</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">它拒绝成为主语，</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">也拒绝成为宾语，</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">只在语法的背面</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">经营一家黑市的代词。</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">你可以把它填入</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">任何缺失：</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">那山、那水、那伤口、那吻、那</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">——未被光年送达的星尘。</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">它是一枚反向的子弹，</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">先射中终点，</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">再慢慢退回枪膛；</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">它让一切已发生的</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">重新变成</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">可能发生。</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">我在省略号里</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">养了一只黑天鹅，</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">它每天下一只</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">不可证的蛋；</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">当我把蛋击碎，</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">里面爬出的</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">竟是同一座山、同一条水，</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">和另一处</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">更深的省略。</span></p><p class="ql-block"><br></p><p class="ql-block"><b style="font-size:22px;">【第四章 那倒影】</b></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">那山，把水倒过来喝，</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">于是峰顶出现一片</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">垂直的湖；</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">那水，把山折成纸船，</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">于是湖底出现一条</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">水平的脊。</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">谁是谁的棺材，</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">谁是谁的钥匙，</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">取决于你从哪一侧</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">撕开镜面。</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">如果山溺水而死，</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">它的遗体会化作</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">一条隆起的暗流；</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">如果水登山而亡，</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">它的墓碑会立成</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">一座倒挂的瀑布。</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">而我，站在折痕中央，</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">同时成为</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">溺水的山与</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">坠崖的水，</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">在两次死亡之间</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">来回摆渡，</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">把生与死</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">翻译成同一道</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">湿度的等高线。</span></p><p class="ql-block"><br></p><p class="ql-block"><b style="font-size:22px;">【第五章 那回声】</b></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">请把本诗倒着朗读，</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">你会发现</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">山在脚下继续隆起，</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">水在头顶继续塌陷，</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">而“那……”</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">终于长出完整的名字</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">——那山、那水、那</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">——你。</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">回声并不重复，</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">它只是把方向</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">旋转一百八十度，</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">让终点成为起点，</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">让读者成为作者，</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">让“那”</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">成为“这”。</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">当你合上书页，</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">山已折叠成一枚</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">纸做的核，</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">水已收缩为</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">一滴未落的雨，</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">而“那……”</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">正沿着你的指纹</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">悄悄隆起，</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">成为下一座</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">无人命名的</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">——那山、那水、那……</span></p>