<h3> Today is September 21st.I woke up very early in the morning,it was still black outside.I didn't dare to see what time it was,because I knew that I couldn't fall asleep again if I saw my telephone.<br> I have been bad for a long time since my sister died last week.What's worse, my daughter have told me for few times that I was sick.I could say nothing each time when she told me that.She is so little,she doesn't know what she says is a kind of hurt to me.So I just keep silence each time when I hear it.<br> However,she told me that again when I waked up in the morning.Then I couldn't fall asleep any longer.I just felt very bad and I wanted to cry but no tears.Because I don't dare,I must be strong,I am the pillar of our family.Then I got up soon and I went to the bathroom to wash up.Seeing so many scars on my belly which were hurt by myself when I was ill, I couldn't control myself. Teers came down soon……</h3>