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style="font-size:22px;">望尘莫及手仓央嘉措的文笔走龙蛇</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">混杂的是小女子内心的五味杂陈</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">从此再无七情六欲……</span></p><p class="ql-block"><br></p><p class="ql-block"><br></p><p class="ql-block"><br></p> <p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">逼自己一把</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">是“匕首”</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">“图穷见匕”</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">自惭形秽扎心的形单影只</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">我的世界过的“风生水起”</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">起点很低落</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">落到梦里都是诗情画意</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">我的世界很小很小</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">小到方寸之地丈量心与心之间的距离</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">却隔山隔水隔膜切割不去</span></p><p 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