<p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">诗文/糟老头</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">图片/网络（侵删）+自拍</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">歌曲/网络</span></p> <p class="ql-block"> <span style="font-size:22px;">此文源于在集团HR岗位上亲历的基层故事，特别是那些因工作受罚时流露的无助、心酸与呐喊。男人的脊梁在生活的重压下弯折、挺立，他们的委屈、压抑、克制与爆发，是生命最真实的回响。</span></p><p class="ql-block"> <span style="font-size:22px;">此文也谨以致敬这份沉默的担当。也期盼能唤起孩子们的一声“爸爸，我爱你”，唤醒妻子们每天给你疲惫不堪的男人一个温暖的拥抱，和一句“我爱你老公，辛苦了，家永远是你避风挡雨的港湾”！（文中有些粗话是一种情绪的发泄望凉）</span></p> <p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">生活？抖落一地鸡毛，</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">扎眼，扎心，又脏又呛。</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">真想一脚踢开，吼一声“不干了！”</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">让风把这操蛋的日子卷光！</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">可一回头，撞上孩子们那双清澈的眼，</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">到嘴边的怒吼，硬生生嚼碎咽下肚肠。</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">弯下腰，沉默着，</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">把散乱的鸡毛，一根根，收进破箩筐。</span></p> <p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">累？骨头缝里都渗着酸浆！</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">连吵架都嫌费唾沫星子，懒得张狂。</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">翻看自己这半本破书，</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">字缝里渗出的，全是陈年的霜。</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">替自己心酸？呸！</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">这世道，信谁？靠谁？</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">问天，天不语</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">问地，地不响！</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">只有肩上这破行囊，</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">死沉！死沉！</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">装着半辈子攒下的——</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">三成甜头，七成苦胆，十成风霜！</span></p> <p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">烦？不是炮仗脾气一点就响，</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">是心口压着三座山（</span><span style="font-size:15px;">养老、育儿、活着）</span><span style="font-size:22px;">，</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">憋得慌！</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">多少事，像鱼刺卡在嗓子眼，</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">吐不出，咽不下，自己尝。</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">脸上还得绷着没事人的样，</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">心里的苦海，自己泅渡，</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">浪头打来，闷声呛。</span></p> <p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">懂多了，梦就少了。</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">委屈和心酸，是野草，烧不光！</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">拔了又长，讲它娘个逑！</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">泪？袖子一抹，风干了就当盐霜；</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">苦？牙关一咬，囫囵吞就当干粮；</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">失望？摁进心窝，炼成块生铁，硌着胸膛！</span></p> <p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">跌跌撞撞，爬到了半山梁，</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">回头望，来路早被雾吞光。</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">行囊？更他娘的沉了！</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">酸甜苦辣，还是那几样陈糠。</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">生活这贼，剥了我千张脸皮，</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">就剩这张风吹雨打的老树皮，</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">挂着点多愁的苔，在风里晃。</span></p> <p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">真想蹲下来，摸摸地上那影子，</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">真想箍紧了，抱抱当年那傻儿郎：</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">“兄弟，对不住！</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">让你跟着我，啃够了冷眼，</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">喝饱了北风，心里塞满石头，</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">没处放，没处嚷！”</span></p> <p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">从前那棵小白杨？早他妈砍了！</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">宁折不弯？那是没挨够生活的刀枪！</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">如今是块河底的石头，</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">话少，声沉，棱角早磨光。</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">不是学乖了，</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">是砂轮硬生生碾平了倔强，</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">把个“忍”字，用血，刻在了脊梁上！</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">它说：“敬你是条汉子！”</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">这敬字，像砂纸，磨得人心慌！</span></p> <p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">时间推着人往前拱，</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">路在哪儿？他娘的四野茫茫！</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">早忘了最初想奔哪个方向，</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">这“成熟”，是半条命换来的伤；</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">这“懂事”，是半个青春押出去的当！</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">没意思？操蛋！</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">隔三差五，心防就塌方，</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">眼泪像开了闸，泄他个汪洋！</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">哭够了？呸！抹把脸，吐口唾沫，</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">认怂？认！日子还得一针一线缝上！</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">破罐破摔？不敢！</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">摔了它，明天拿什么盛汤？</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">成年人的战场，</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">谁不是牙咬碎了往肚里咽，</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">背压弯了也得挺着腔，</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">撑过一天天，一年年，</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">把“活着”俩字，</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">用血性，刻在骨头上！</span></p> <p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">生活要陆续，男儿要担当！</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">咽下的苦泪，是盐，</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">腌透了骨头，反炼出钢！</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">行囊再沉，压不垮脊梁——</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">那里面，装着要守护的太阳（妻儿的目光）！</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">磨平了棱角？不！</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">是百炼的锋芒，藏进了担当！</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">每一次弯腰拾穗，</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">每一次闷声扛梁，</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">每一次把崩碎的心，用意志重新熔铸，</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">都是在黑夜里，</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">把自己锻成一道不灭的光！</span></p> <p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">影子里的委屈，终将蒸腾，</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">化作云，化作雨，浇灌脚下的荒！</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">半盏风月太凉？</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">那就用这腔子里的血，再点一把火！</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">把前路，烧亮！</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">汉子！站直了！</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">你扛起的，何止是行囊？</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">是山！是海！是家！是光！</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">只要自己不倒，</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">在尘埃里，定能走出个顶天立地的汉子！</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">唱着刀郎那首悲壮苍凉的歌——</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">这世界我来了</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">任凭风暴旋涡</span></p><p class="ql-block">...............</p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">就算生活给我无尽的苦痛折磨</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">我还是觉得幸福更多......！</span></p>