<p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px; color:rgb(57, 181, 74);"> 《光痕》</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px; color:rgb(57, 181, 74);"> 文图/大牧</span></p><p class="ql-block"><br></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px; color:rgb(57, 181, 74);">赴死前</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px; color:rgb(57, 181, 74);">一个女人用原始情欲</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px; color:rgb(57, 181, 74);">替他挽回了爱的尊严</span></p><p class="ql-block"><br></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px; color:rgb(57, 181, 74);">糖水在军壶里摇晃</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px; color:rgb(57, 181, 74);">比蜜稠浓</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px; color:rgb(57, 181, 74);">比夜深沉</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px; color:rgb(57, 181, 74);">秀儿把整个南方的甜</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px; color:rgb(57, 181, 74);">渗进他奔赴战火的晨昏</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px; color:rgb(57, 181, 74);">他啜饮</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px; color:rgb(57, 181, 74);">喉结滚动如未爆的引信</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px; color:rgb(57, 181, 74);">一刹那</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px; color:rgb(57, 181, 74);">甜味在舌尖炸开</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px; color:rgb(57, 181, 74);">炸穿所有设防的堤岸</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px; color:rgb(57, 181, 74);">——</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px; color:rgb(57, 181, 74);">灶膛里</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px; color:rgb(57, 181, 74);">火焰翻卷血红</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px; color:rgb(57, 181, 74);">舔舐死亡签收的寂静</span></p><p class="ql-block"><br></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px; color:rgb(57, 181, 74);">围场飘起烟缕</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px; color:rgb(57, 181, 74);">过滤嘴的烟蒂</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px; color:rgb(57, 181, 74);">散落草窠</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px; color:rgb(57, 181, 74);">一个军人</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px; color:rgb(57, 181, 74);">一个农妇</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px; color:rgb(57, 181, 74);">在硝烟与焦土气息里</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px; color:rgb(57, 181, 74);">把身体铸成临时的岸</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px; color:rgb(57, 181, 74);">他后来总沉默</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px; color:rgb(57, 181, 74);">烟头明灭如星群</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px; color:rgb(57, 181, 74);">她却笑</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px; color:rgb(57, 181, 74);">笑声撞碎牛铃</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px; color:rgb(57, 181, 74);">仿佛擒住战栗的永恒</span></p><p class="ql-block"><br></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px; color:rgb(57, 181, 74);">孬人的告发让烟头显形</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px; color:rgb(57, 181, 74);">全连肃立</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px; color:rgb(57, 181, 74);">大地屏息</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px; color:rgb(57, 181, 74);">她穿越百道冰冷的密林</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px; color:rgb(57, 181, 74);">径直指认</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px; color:rgb(57, 181, 74);">“就是他！”</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px; color:rgb(57, 181, 74);">再补一句惊雷</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px; color:rgb(57, 181, 74);">“我疼他！”</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px; color:rgb(57, 181, 74);">——疼字在山村方言</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px; color:rgb(57, 181, 74);">是那爱最赤裸的证词</span></p><p class="ql-block"><br></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px; color:rgb(57, 181, 74);">炮火把夜空缝成猩红锦缎</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px; color:rgb(57, 181, 74);">他踞守高地</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px; color:rgb(57, 181, 74);">喉间迸射一千条电文</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px; color:rgb(57, 181, 74);">最后嘶吼被炮弹收割</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px; color:rgb(57, 181, 74);">“我走了！”</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px; color:rgb(57, 181, 74);">三个字撞进山坡的云层</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px; color:rgb(57, 181, 74);">连队摘下钢盔</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px; color:rgb(57, 181, 74);">钢盔盛满雨水</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px; color:rgb(57, 181, 74);">盛不下二十五岁</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px; color:rgb(57, 181, 74);">陨落的余温</span></p><p class="ql-block"><br></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px; color:rgb(57, 181, 74);">陵园新碑冰凉</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px; color:rgb(57, 181, 74);">秀儿来了</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px; color:rgb(57, 181, 74);">牵走最后耕牛</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px; color:rgb(57, 181, 74);">商店柜台上</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px; color:rgb(57, 181, 74);">她倾尽银钱，</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px; color:rgb(57, 181, 74);">换回他钟爱的香烟——</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px; color:rgb(57, 181, 74);">坟前拆封</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px; color:rgb(57, 181, 74);">坟前点燃</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px; color:rgb(57, 181, 74);">白花花一片</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px; color:rgb(57, 181, 74);">像新裁的孝幡</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px; color:rgb(57, 181, 74);">“抽吧</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px; color:rgb(57, 181, 74);">抽个够</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px; color:rgb(57, 181, 74);">……”</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px; color:rgb(57, 181, 74);">低语随烟缕盘旋</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px; color:rgb(57, 181, 74);">缠绕边疆不散的</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px; color:rgb(57, 181, 74);">云霭</span></p><p class="ql-block"><br></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px; color:rgb(57, 181, 74);">士兵暴雨中褪去征衣</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px; color:rgb(57, 181, 74);">一百尊雕塑般的躯体</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px; color:rgb(57, 181, 74);">向天矗立</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px; color:rgb(57, 181, 74);">雨箭穿刺</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px; color:rgb(57, 181, 74);">冲刷弹痕与疟疾</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px; color:rgb(57, 181, 74);">他们举手向天</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px; color:rgb(57, 181, 74);">呼喊如雷滚过苍天</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px; color:rgb(57, 181, 74);">两个女军医背过身去</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px; color:rgb(57, 181, 74);">泪珠落进焦渴的土地</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px; color:rgb(57, 181, 74);">——</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px; color:rgb(57, 181, 74);">此刻大地的心跳</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px; color:rgb(57, 181, 74);">通过赤裸的脚掌</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px; color:rgb(57, 181, 74);">传递每个倔强的胸膛</span></p><p class="ql-block"><br></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px; color:rgb(57, 181, 74);">香烟燃尽</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px; color:rgb(57, 181, 74);">白灰飘散</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px; color:rgb(57, 181, 74);">所有姓名沉入史册的暗仓</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px; color:rgb(57, 181, 74);">总有人固执翻开泛黄纸页</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px; color:rgb(57, 181, 74);">像秀儿数着烟头</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px; color:rgb(57, 181, 74);">像雨水数着年轻的山峦</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px; color:rgb(57, 181, 74);">南山坡的星群啊</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px; color:rgb(57, 181, 74);">默然铭记一一</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px; color:rgb(57, 181, 74);">那乳汁与糖水滋养的光痕</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px; color:rgb(57, 181, 74);">比所有炮弹的铭文更久远</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px; color:rgb(57, 181, 74);">大幕垂下</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px; color:rgb(57, 181, 74);">湮没血火传奇</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px; color:rgb(57, 181, 74);">唯有爱的灰烬</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px; color:rgb(57, 181, 74);">余温兀自透出</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px; color:rgb(57, 181, 74);">照亮被遗忘的</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px; color:rgb(57, 181, 74);">每个深渊</span></p>