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<p class="ql-block"><br></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">‍五十五法定的退休年龄!父亲生</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">前在医院最后的五十五天里,换</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">了十二个护工,是属十二个镇域</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">之人,有善良者亦有坐地起价者,</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">但最后那个陪我一起走过最困苦</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">最无助者,是色河老者,那是上</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">天派来渡我劫难的天使,让父亲</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">大人在归去的万难中有尊严可供,</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">让颓废的我有了喘歇的回眸可品,</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">感恩养育之恩给了我供奉父最后</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">一程赐予我力量的后半生,此天意!</span></p><p class="ql-block">‍</p><p class="ql-block">‍</p> <p class="ql-block"><br></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">‍病来如山倒 病去如抽丝,当七星</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">连珠的疤痕在经年后的今日罗列,</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">当走过肤烂如泥潮红灼烧的经年,</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">当手捧鲜花用脚划拨大门的戏码</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">再次上演,当夜色阑珊处的人潮</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">不再汹涌潮歌,当子夜无眠用一</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">杯麦片咖啡治愈,当那只猫被送</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">归南院又来此一游,当那一刻忽</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">然而止的不适与厌恶不请自来,</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">当龛前炉香袅袅飘然与鸟语互融…</span></p><p class="ql-block">‍</p> <p class="ql-block"><br></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">‍八月一日是离开那栋宫墙的日子。</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">办公室那个陪伴我半载的玻璃水</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">杯子静静地躺在桌角,慌碌忙张</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">的都忘了它的存在,我环顾置新</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">不久的新地准备离场,宋队喊住</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">我,一并递过来那只水杯,换手</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">交错间,只听脆音嘎嘣,杯落碎</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">裂,一瞬间我愣怔恍然,旧杯已</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">无所用武之地,此天意,与前半</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">‍生挥手道别的后半生重启的天意…</span></p><p class="ql-block">‍</p> <p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">半生不羁,随性而为,本性本善</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">成就了老有所养最后的荣光,数</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">字书写的幽淡自然,从心而论是</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">非盛载。悠闲与无聊同栖,压力</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">与利益简直,玄乐耳际,驱蚊香</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">缭绕在竹的竹间,陋室安漾,似</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">乎美好在此一览无遗,还有什么</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">是西瓜与西瓜皮的扭捏可娱乐?</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">还有什么是长城长的逐鹿之头晕</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">目眩?还有什么是当下甄选的必备?</span></p><p class="ql-block">‍</p> <p class="ql-block"><br></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">‍池子里的水泵一年一坏,就如辞</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">旧迎新的年景周而复始的来了又</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">没,一场大雨暂时终结着酷暑的</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">炎热,百合花浓烈香气飘拂在身</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">境,天色将黯,一场又一间上演</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">的暮戏又及,你看那曾经高档的</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">酒品如今低配的酌饮,你看那曾</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">经欢聚一堂的朝奉如今低调的豪</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">横,你看那如烟花灿烂的夜空下</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">如注的弹道上演着怎样的悲欢离</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">合,人啊怎么可能是好了伤疤忘</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">了痛,人啊怎么可以活的不如狗..</span></p><p class="ql-block">‍</p><p class="ql-block">‍</p> <p class="ql-block"><br></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">‍是天意吗?三十年河东 三十年河</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">西的较量此起彼伏的上蹿下跳。</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">是天意吗?你敬我一尺我敬你一</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">丈的传承面面俱到。是天意吗?</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">不打自招的水到渠成贻误终生的</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">痛彻心扉撕裂成彻。是天意吗?</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">人影攒动的瞬间天崩地裂的消失</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">无影无踪。是天意吗?岁岁暮暮</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">被呼来唤去的搪塞从青丝到白发</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">的豁然。是天意吗,我匍匐的殿</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">‍堂被围猎的道场赐予生命的力量。</span></p><p class="ql-block">‍‍</p><p class="ql-block">‍</p> <p class="ql-block"><br></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">‍寂寥间酒壶香茗,寂寥间你亦入</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">梦,寂寥如云中漫步,无边无际</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">是烟花三月下扬州的风味儿奢靡</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">成景,寂寥间点指挥舞的是心动</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">思绪漂洋过海的悸动,寂寥间是</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">意气风发的思慕张牙舞爪的呼啸,</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">寂寥间,是求知欲在半生身后的</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">衷肠可诉,扭动着迟暮的脚步,</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">举杯祈福善恶有渡的归鸿,是天</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">意吗,小城怡情故事里你是我拂</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">尘叩首的感恩,是天意是情谊是</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">一缕缕九州微粒子康养大道的归…</span></p><p class="ql-block">‍</p>