胭脂劫

二木

<p class="ql-block">文图/二木</p> <p class="ql-block">画荷.胭脂劫</p><p class="ql-block"><br></p><p class="ql-block">一滴宿墨在裂痕间游走</p><p class="ql-block">这裂痕曾是蒲团</p><p class="ql-block">此刻却浮起,淡红胎衣</p><p class="ql-block">褪色的荷苞裹着水痕</p><p class="ql-block">裹着水痕,蜷成未破的茧</p><p class="ql-block"><br></p><p class="ql-block">一脉荷梗斜刺虚空</p><p class="ql-block">刺破处渗出淡青汁液,凝成月光</p><p class="ql-block">凝成月光,在生宣上漫成寒塘</p><p class="ql-block">枯笔扫过处,淤泥翻涌</p><p class="ql-block">你蘸取胭脂时指尖灼烫</p><p class="ql-block">那抹胭脂红,原是前世咬破手指的伤</p><p class="ql-block"><br></p><p class="ql-block">你调胭脂的手突然悬停</p><p class="ql-block">一滴朱砂坠入寒塘</p><p class="ql-block">惊醒了塘底沉睡的花青</p><p class="ql-block">原来,花青还未醒来时</p><p class="ql-block">所有荷瓣都在拒绝绽放</p><p class="ql-block"><br></p><p class="ql-block">当钤印沉入纸背</p><p class="ql-block">整幅池塘开始褪色</p><p class="ql-block">唯有那截藕臂仍举着</p><p class="ql-block">举着未破的茧</p><p class="ql-block">举着未破的茧呀,等宿墨干透成霜</p><p class="ql-block">把自己埋进更深的留白</p> <p class="ql-block">画荷·禅意</p><p class="ql-block"><br></p><p class="ql-block">荷瓣在纸面低垂</p><p class="ql-block">低垂成半轮水影</p><p class="ql-block">你悬腕凝神,任笔尖游走</p><p class="ql-block">游进空无的深潭</p><p class="ql-block"><br></p><p class="ql-block">画它时,它已不在此处</p><p class="ql-block">枯笔扫过处,水影破碎</p><p class="ql-block">碎成满纸的涟漪</p><p class="ql-block">碎成满纸的涟漪呀,却收拢为</p><p class="ql-block">最圆满的开放</p><p class="ql-block"><br></p><p class="ql-block">原来留白处才是它的根</p><p class="ql-block">在空无的深潭里</p><p class="ql-block">你终于看见,最圆满的开放</p><p class="ql-block">是低垂的荷瓣</p><p class="ql-block">把自己轻轻合上</p><p class="ql-block"><br></p><p class="ql-block">当墨迹干透,水痕消隐</p><p class="ql-block">你才懂得</p><p class="ql-block">那始终未画出的半朵</p><p class="ql-block">正在晚风之间盛放</p>