<p class="ql-block" style="text-align:center;"><b style="font-size:22px;">欭惗</b></p><p class="ql-block" style="text-align:center;"><b style="font-size:22px;">文/徐绍龙</b></p><p class="ql-block" style="text-align:center;"><br></p><p class="ql-block" style="text-align:center;"><span style="font-size:22px;">喉结里滚动着无声的哽咽</span></p><p class="ql-block" style="text-align:center;"><span style="font-size:22px;">像熔岩在胸腔的暗河奔涌</span></p><p class="ql-block" style="text-align:center;"><span style="font-size:22px;">那灼烫并非来自烈焰 </span></p><p class="ql-block" style="text-align:center;"><span style="font-size:22px;">而是所有未成形的词语在齿列间溃散</span></p> <p class="ql-block" style="text-align:center;"><span style="font-size:22px;">碎成星火灼伤深藏的舌根 </span></p><p class="ql-block" style="text-align:center;"><span style="font-size:22px;"><span class="ql-cursor">历经星移斗转</span></span></p><p class="ql-block" style="text-align:center;"><span style="font-size:22px;"><span class="ql-cursor">我咽下的音节积成矿层 </span></span></p><p class="ql-block" style="text-align:center;"><span style="font-size:22px;"><span class="ql-cursor">在喉间褶皱里沉积为沉默的岩页</span></span></p> <p class="ql-block" style="text-align:center;"><span style="font-size:22px;">请原谅我未启齿的称谓</span></p><p class="ql-block" style="text-align:center;"><span style="font-size:22px;"><span class="ql-cursor">它们已在寂静中凝成霜晶</span></span></p><p class="ql-block" style="text-align:center;"><span style="font-size:22px;"><span class="ql-cursor">请宽宥我未出口的问候 </span></span></p><p class="ql-block" style="text-align:center;"><span style="font-size:22px;"><span class="ql-cursor">它们悬在屋檐化作雨季的弦</span></span></p> <p class="ql-block" style="text-align:center;"><span style="font-size:22px;">当黄昏邮差叩响空信箱 </span></p><p class="ql-block" style="text-align:center;"><span style="font-size:22px;"><span class="ql-cursor">总在剥落苔痕的旧信封背面 </span></span></p><p class="ql-block" style="text-align:center;"><span style="font-size:22px;"><span class="ql-cursor">用指腹反复摩挲你的名字</span></span></p><p class="ql-block" style="text-align:center;"><span style="font-size:22px;"><span class="ql-cursor">那未拆封的地址簿里 </span></span></p><p class="ql-block" style="text-align:center;"><span style="font-size:22px;"><span class="ql-cursor">每一页都折着月光的棱角</span></span></p> <p class="ql-block" style="text-align:center;"><span style="font-size:22px;">被吞咽的，被吞咽的呼喊啊 </span></p><p class="ql-block" style="text-align:center;"><span style="font-size:22px;"><span class="ql-cursor">在肋骨的竖井里结晶 </span></span></p><p class="ql-block" style="text-align:center;"><span style="font-size:22px;"><span class="ql-cursor">随每一次呼吸簌簌剥落 </span></span></p><p class="ql-block" style="text-align:center;"><span style="font-size:22px;"><span class="ql-cursor">所有未能启齿的 </span></span></p><p class="ql-block" style="text-align:center;"><span style="font-size:22px;"><span class="ql-cursor">才是真正的思念</span></span></p> <p class="ql-block" style="text-align:center;"><span style="font-size:22px;">像地心深处滚烫的熔岩</span></p><p class="ql-block" style="text-align:center;"><span style="font-size:22px;"><span class="ql-cursor">在黑暗中持续生长着光的枝桠 </span></span></p><p class="ql-block" style="text-align:center;"><span style="font-size:22px;"><span class="ql-cursor">当我终于学会与哑默共生 </span></span></p><p class="ql-block" style="text-align:center;"><span style="font-size:22px;"><span class="ql-cursor">才知道最重的词都沉在声带之下</span></span></p> <p class="ql-block" style="text-align:center;"><span style="font-size:22px;">那未说出的部分 </span></p><p class="ql-block" style="text-align:center;"><span style="font-size:22px;"><span class="ql-cursor">那深藏心底的欭惗</span></span></p><p class="ql-block" style="text-align:center;"><span style="font-size:22px;"><span class="ql-cursor">正以地壳运动的缓慢力量</span></span></p><p class="ql-block" style="text-align:center;"><span style="font-size:22px;"><span class="ql-cursor">将我的身躯塑成思念的碑体</span></span></p> <p class="ql-block" style="text-align:center;"><span style="font-size:22px;">图片来自网络</span></p><p class="ql-block" style="text-align:center;"><span style="font-size:22px;">感谢原创作者</span></p> <p class="ql-block" style="text-align:center;"><span style="font-size:18px;">作者简介</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:18px;"><span class="ql-cursor">作者：徐绍龙 网名：淡如水</span></span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:18px;"><span class="ql-cursor">中国辽宁丹东人，半生漂泊，在江苏和海外工作生活多年，是《爪哇文学》创刊人，《爱的馨声》《爱的馨园》微刊主编。在多家媒体和网络平台发表诗歌、散文等作品。</span></span></p>