绝不放过你们，而且你们没有这个能力解决我……

周仙花（心情记录原创）

I m always know,all the things,he not love me:so they set a common goal,create common ground for your relationship;they deliberately made enemies of me;maliciously exploiting my emotions;intentionally pastime with my sincerity;on purpose intent came along with that slut to hurt me; during these six or seven years,he had a quarrel with that slut bitch,he pretended to be deeply affection,pretending to be affectionate and earnest,he honking the car horn crazily downstairs from my place 📣.the will recce foot printing,in every January at the doorstep of my hometown.the sound of his crazy car horn,drive away my love affairs one by one,wasting six or seven years of my precious youth.pretending to be affectionate and earnest,every year it chases me to the door of my hometown.because I know,he has been keeping a sexual partner around for a long time.so I have been rejecting his pursuit all along. that bitch also brings along other girls and often shows up at the doorstep of my workplace,gossip and point fingers gesticulating there,make irresponsible remarks,then several girls walked past with their mouths covered and deride,treat me as a joke,spread rumors and gossip there.a few years ago,I repeatedly and emphatically stated that:"so far,I haven't met that trashy man at all."when she saw my concession,she became more and more arrogant domineering.then the gangster threatened me by shouting: "bump into kill me!"and let the thugs smash my window,"she's still enjoy it," continued like this for over six or seven years.I have endured so many innocent injuries over the past six or seven years.six or seven years,countless days and nights,she made me hate her deeply in my heart. transpositional consideration,stand in my shoes.they treat me as a spare tire,as a bridge for their love communication;they treat me as a spare tire,as the touchstone of their love;they consider it as a spare tire,as a seasoning for their love; it's been six or seven years,so far.I have never formal met that rubbish guy in person yet.backwards and forwards in the find defy and taunt in front of me;in front of me,find a sense of existence,a sense of achievement,and a sense of superiority;just let want me,becoming a joke in someone else's language;they measure their loyalty to love by the extent to which they hurt me;friends who have known each other for over a decade,'so many years, so many years'!they built their happiness on my pain;they never put me in others'shoes to consider my feelings,but their enjoy was like this behaviour,because they lasted for six or seven years.their kind of badness,is overflows from the bones and genes.I never thought anyone could be so bad,so immoral;their kind of badness,is overflows from the bones and genes.//they overturned my worldview,//shattered my beliefs,//hindered my understanding of human nature,//and caused me to doubt myself for a while in life.…… →_→本来我也是有男人爱的，六七年前在银海路上班的时候，那个土耳其男人，也是特意等待在路边，等我下班经过，有几次我跟人约会，他也尾随，他看到那个人渣男人和那个b i t c h消遣我，他也打心眼心疼我，满眼都是温柔和疼爱。人渣男人假装深情的很认真，误导了我，人渣男人的疯狂按车喇叭📣的声音，赶走他了😭。… →_→阿迪也是看到人渣男人，在我楼下疯狂按车喇叭📣，也不自信，然后他和别的女生在一起，又回头恶心我，因为他生气╰_╯剥了他的面子，也生气╰_╯我曾经对他的不坚定😭。… →_→那个阿勒泰在我楼下疯狂按车喇叭📣，那个人渣男人也在后面疯狂按车喇叭📣，所以阿勒泰也生气╰_╯，在分开的节假日，不停地和别的女生约会，然后特意围绕着我转，年复一年😭。… →_→我的很多个优质的桃花，都被那个人渣男人↓↓↓↓↓疯狂的车喇叭📣声音赶走了。六七年时间了，他自己身边一直还养着sex伴侣，转身又跟那个b i t c h在一起。‘↘🤬🤬🤬从来没有认真对待我，🤬🤬🤬不爱我，也不会坚定选择我，🤬🤬🤬却要操蛋我的生活。’ ↘你伤害我的时候，我怎么求饶你也没有放过我，从来没有想过我有多痛😣，从来没有想过我的感受，所以我要报复你一点都不冤枉。而且我也把丑话说在前头，说过无数次，身边还养着sexual伴侣，再来纠缠我，就是对我的不尊重，就是对我的伤害，就是对我人格的侮辱，可是你偏要这么做，是你诚心与我为敌的。…… ↘我只是一个小女人，也渴望每晚都有男人搂着睡觉，我不会随便找个男人将就。那么多年了，我膨胀的sex欲，都是在煎熬中度过的。我恨呀!这么多年无数个夜晚，我积攒了无数个的仇恨… •᷄ࡇ•᷅为什么要那么坏???[发怒]为什么要这么过分缺德对待我???[发怒]为什么要操蛋我的生活???[发怒]为什么???为什么???为什么???为什么???为什么???为什么???为什么???为什么???为什么???… •᷄ࡇ•᷅我恨呢？耽搁老娘宝贵收尾的青春，赶走了我的一个个优质的桃花。我恨得咬牙切齿，我恨呀！我恨呀！我恨呀！我恨呀！我恨呀！我恨呀！我恨呀！我恨呀！我恨呀！… =========================== 我的三观够正，那个垃圾男人在我楼下疯狂按车喇叭📣那么多年，我都没有和他见面，因为我知道他身边一直都养着一个sex伴侣。六七年前，我在银海路上班，直走工人北路，他们公司本来在工人北路，为了避开他们，我就不在银海路上班。但是那个b i t c h为了证明她有多么厉害，多么有魅力，频繁找到我门口和楼下以及附近疯狂挑衅我。这个b i t c h第三者插足别人的感情，还那么理直气壮，心安理得，三观常不正，而且还没有一丁点的道德底线。… 前几年(六七年前)，那个b i t c h还是带着其他女孩一高一矮，经常找到我上班的门口、指指点点、说三道四，然后几个女孩捂着嘴嘻嘻哈哈走过，把我当做一个笑话在那里搬弄是非，她就是看见我的退让，才会越来越得寸进尺，然后叫流氓恐吓我，叫流氓砸我的窗户，就这样持续六七年多时间。… 现在那个b i t c h只要空闲时间，都来到我住的小区篮球🏀场挑拨离间，搬弄是非。我承受那么多无辜的伤害六七年时间。这个b i t c h真够坏，过分缺德的冒烟… 你们在一起，就是明确承认，老子就是玩弄你的感情的，此仇不共戴天，不死不休，老娘‘绝不会’放过你们，‘绝不会’，总有一天弄你们血肉模糊，余生都会阴魂不散，让你们不停发生以外的不好事件…