<p class="ql-block"> I don＇t know what true love is，but I do know I always miss you. I miss you not only because I have missed you . The strangest is I want to share everything with you. Looking forward to your messages has become part of my life . Every night before going to sleep ，I think over what you have said today. Some are downloaded ，some are collected. In case one day ，I probably have to live only depending on the charming words you left.</p><p class="ql-block"><br></p> <p class="ql-block"> These days I am seperated in a tall building . Everyone feels sad and lonely except me. Instead，I am calm down. Relaxation，freedom and especially your accompany let me be myself.</p><p class="ql-block"><br></p> <p class="ql-block">The night we spent together is absolutely worth memorizing. I thought you must have lost that kind of intetest，Without doubt you haven＇t. Feeling you while listening to you .“I just miss you.”，“You are the best.”，“If only can I have the wings to fly to you.”，“I’m eager to hug you and touch you”. Maybe the alcohol plays a role in speaking out. The words are out of sincerity.They beat against my heart heavily but merrily again and again.</p><p class="ql-block"> </p> <p class="ql-block"> Really，I did what a female would like to do ，rooted in my own faith and understand ing in love and soul .</p><p class="ql-block"> I also listened to your song one thousand sad reasons for many times ，each time I have the spur of throwing myself into your arms</p><p class="ql-block"><br></p> <p class="ql-block"> Sometimes or most of the time I puzzle who I live with ， you or him? maybe he is the one who treats me the best while you are the one who treats me the way I prefer.</p><p class="ql-block"> </p> <p class="ql-block"> No matter where my soul is，I‘m the luckiest and greediest. fair or unfair? who cares?</p><p class="ql-block"><br></p> <p class="ql-block">我不懂什么是爱情，但我真的知道我总是想你。我想你，不单是因为我已失去了你，最奇怪的是，我就是想跟你分享一切，每日里等待你的短信已然成为我生活中的一部分，每晚睡前，我都闭目回想今天你跟我说了什么，一些被截图，一些被收藏，为的是，万一将来有那么一天，我只能靠你留下的痴语而活！</p> <p class="ql-block"> 这几天，我被隔离在高楼高层之上，每个人郁闷，不安！我，反而很平静，甚至很享受！从未有过的放松，自由，尤其是你的陪伴，让我做回，或者是做一回自己</p> <p class="ql-block">我们灵魂共度的那一晚的确值得铭记。我原以为人生如常，无一幸免，你肯定失此兴趣！可这一晚，你分明地告诉我你还是如初的你，感受着远方你的心跳，倾听着眼前你的说辞“我只是想你！”“想来想去还是你最好！”“如果我能插上翅膀飞到你身边该多好！”“我真的想拥你入怀”…… 或许酒壮人胆，可我已输给了坚守，字字珠玑，重重地撞击着我荒芜零乱的心，瞧，它欢快起来了！</p> <p class="ql-block">的确，我做了一个女人所能及的事情，那根植于自己对爱与灵魂的信仰和理解，天道使然！</p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size: 18px;">这几天，我无数次听了你录制的《一千个伤心的理由》，每一次，我都有自投你怀的冲动。</span></p> <p class="ql-block">有时候或者说多数时候我迷幻于自己跟谁生活，你还是他？或许他是对我最好的那一个，而你是以我喜欢的方式陪着我的唯一。</p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size: 18px;"> 无论魂归何处，我都是那个最幸运与最贪婪的那一个，公平吗？谁知道呢？</span></p>