It's hard to love someone（爱一个人好苦）

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It's hard to love someone

Author: Li Zongliang

I slept until about three o'clock in the morning last night, and I couldn't sleep. In the heart of the claustrophobic, then climb up, write down these paragraphs of text, the mood is much calmer. So I thought: a blank heart, and then a mouthful of coffee tea, face you have been, sentimental care.

1. You are the religion I love

I do not know, do you believe in the afterlife, but I know: whether my soul is separated from the body, you are my trust, fate and dependence;
Except for you, I don't know who to recognize as my religion of love.
I didn't know when you taught me the philosophical meaning of "I love you", but now I know: I love you love the bitter! The reason why the road of my life has come so far has nothing to do with your words.
I tried to walk into their hearts, but a voice said, "There is no door", and this voice said, "Even if you walk in, I can only give you my body." "
God found that I am not lonely enough, then give me a "woman" as a companion, I really feel lonely! I remember correctly, twelve years, you have not called my name directly, I feel you are talking to me ah, but, I am afraid, one day I turned into a gust of wind, you can recognize me? You don't call my name before you speak - others will listen!
I was still thinking, I said, "I love you!" "...... Now do not say how much I pay for this (these by my emotional life as a footnote), I would like to say: these three words, only stay in the communication, you did not think, one day, experience let me face to face to give you the feeling of listening.
"Don't you dare?!"

2, My "unreasonable request" you will meet

It's been five days, and you've been ignoring me. It's not a taste in my heart. I don't know what I did wrong.
I think you, is not expressed clearly in words?
There's always a worry with me. That is: I can't talk to you without worry. Afraid of saying the wrong thing to lose you, afraid of saying good things but hindering other people's affairs, afraid that the words are not finished, you give busy other go...
I was thinking, wife is an old partner who can't live together - how do you understand that?
With your interaction, can make me out of life and death. Really, when I give up, I must call you; Pity my pain!

3, Love you so bitter, taste you sent me the "heart" brand coffee

Once happy to think that this is a particularly big harvest, I feel joy from the heart. On the way, I thought endlessly.
To this point, if you stop with me, the time can not be better. I don't think about what I brought you, at least through these more than 80 days of contact, I have achieved the following aspects of the realm of improvement.
One is to get to know yourself again. No matter what you will do to me in the future, the thought of you in my heart, I will be proud to stand up, feel that they are "completely man" the same.
The second is to solve the "subconscious" world view (life and death view) problem. It took me out of life and death because of the existence of someone like you; if it weren't for you, I think I would have something else to pin on - but at last it was you, it was you, it was the melon that fell and the water came.
I think: the wife is to enjoy the prosperity of the world, so can not see life, and then better life of the fun;
And I seem to have a lot of thoughts that haven't come true. Although year after year disappointed again disappointed, no achievements, ordinary. But I always feel that the future will be good, one day there will be a chance!
There will be something waiting for me - today, I have found you again, and can be with you this life, this is how unexpected, how exciting ah!
Third, no matter how I express myself for you and pain, think of you and crazy, you always seem to be next to me can not see the place, snickering to encourage me: "You are all right!" You're okay! "Yes, every time I save myself, this time it's no exception - congratulations on my success in saving myself once again."