Return To Innocence

Amarantine

∮Sinner man，where you gunna run to？∮

∮ All along that day ?∮

∮ He runs to the Rock, saying Please ,rock, hide me .∮

∮ He runs to the Rock, saying Please ,rock, hide me. ∮

∮ All along that day ?∮

∮ He runs to the sea  The sea ,it is raging.∮

∮ He runs to the river  ,The river is bleeding.∮

∮ Sinner Man is running ,He si running for shelter.∮

　　The sea is roaring, the wind is raging, the mountains are crumbling, and life is like a Courier station where we bid farewell to the old irrecoverable year rashly and usher in the new in joy . We satisfy our stomachs with a barrage of forbearance, loneliness and compassion. We peep forward with the piercing eyes of eagles. We repeat ourselves like the swinging pendulum of time . As the surrounding air encircling us becomes so stagnated and fuzzy, the subject retreats and principle rests near death. we lost ourselves in the white fog and feel overwhelmed by endless lust for what does not belong to us initially, we do not know what to believe or what to grasp. Our hearts are ripped apart by external floods from the depths of darkness . we are reduced to skins gradually like a dimly changing light.

When facing up with authenticity of life , we pretend to be very tenacious to deal with its leading pressure ; Nothing is more shameless than restoring your originality with escaping eyes.

Ten years later, what will we have left behind us by train to north ?Looking for your way home in a trying situation or looking for Ego-subject blankly ?Perhaps there is nothing more than desolation and remoteness we could find out , but there is something rooted in heart  that will sting you and tear you apart invisibly where we have no fear and  are endowed with steely will ;There we are confronted with a kind of essence: Life presents what we stick to believing in .That  is existence more than aiming at purity .Rebirth and changes embraces true warriors  with the lives of ups and downs which gives off mighty cohesion. Do not stop your steps of exploration , Do not give up the privilege of nurturing your heart with great wisdom . At length it is that to return to innocence is the only way to the eyes of truth we have found out !

Study

The completed book list

《The Da Vinci Code》

《The Great Gatsby》

《The Moon and Sixpence》

《Of Human Bondage》

《O Henry Selected Stories》

《Crime and Punishment》

They’re a rotten crowd, You’re worth the whole damn bunch put together.

Work

When youth departs, may wisdom prove enough.

LanZhou University

Not all who wander are aimless. Especially not those who seek truth beyond tradition, beyond definition, beyond the image.

You must strive to find your own voice because the longer you wait to begin, the less likely you are going to find it at all.

The world is hard and cruel. We are here none knows why, and we go none knows whither. We must see the beauty of quietness. We must go through life so inconspicuously that Fate does not notice us. And let us seek the love of simple, ignorant people. Their ignorance is better than all our knowledge. Let us be silent, content in our little corner, meek and gentle like them. That is the wisdom of life.

Marble Statue in FuDan University

Sports

Sayram Lake Half Marathon.2018.8.11

“TianShan Singular Beans”MuLei Half Marathon.2018.9.9

Urumqi Silk Road Ice and Snow Marathon.2019.1.13

Whatever you do, you should do what you most want to do, and what you're best at.

Satisfaction comes from trying hard things and then going on to the next hard things, regardless of the outcome. What mattered was whether or not you were moving in a direction you thought was right.

The desire for approbation is perhaps the most deeply seated instinct of civilized man.

If you want to be great at something you have to make inherent sacrifices that come along with that.

The world is a fine place and worth fighting for.

Outdoor Activities

Hitherto shalt thou come ,but no further .

Sayram Lake:The last tear of the Atlantic

Carpe diem. Seize the day, boys. Make your lives extraordinary.

If we'd never met, I think I would have known my life wasn't complete. And I would have wandered the world in search of you, even if I didn't know who I was looking for.

Black Canyoned Glacier

We all need something to distract us from the complexity of reality.

Not being heard is no reason for silence.

Crossing miles of frustrations and rivers a raging, pick up stones I found along the way.

Beauty is not a need but an ecstasy.

Over through the steep mountain,l can feel the

monstrous howls from your innerheart, that is greedy longing and endless yearning for high mountain where you can find the lotus which endows you with the reasonable existence

. When you feel helpless, don't forget about

me , when you feel lonely, don't forget about me, when you have arrived at a destination, don't stop your footsteps, because it is not the end ！

Although standing at a same place, with different life experience, people will see different scenery.

Bogota Mt.

What I had taken for love was no more than the feminine response to caresses and comfort which in the minds of most women passes for it. It is a passive feeling capable of being roused for any object, as the vein can grow on any tree; and the wisdom of the world recognizes its strength when it urged a girl to marry the man who wants her with the assurance that love will follow. It is an emotion made up of the satisfaction in security, pride of property, the pleasure of being desired, the gratification of a household, and it is only by an amiable vanity that women ascribe to its spiritual value.

Do not be afraid of the loneliness of enlightenment.

South Tianchi Lake

Each one of us is alone in the world. He is shut in a tower of brass, and can communicate with his fellows only by signs, and the signs have no common value, so that their sense is vague and uncertain. We seek pitifully to convey to others the treasures of our heart, but they have not the power to accept them, and so we go lonely, side by side but not together, unable to know our fellows and unknown by them. We are like people living in a country whose language they know so little that, with all manner of beautiful and profound things to say, they are condemned to the banalities of the conversation manual. Their brain is seething with ideas, and they can only tell you that the umbrella of the gardener's aunt is in the house.

I know I'm not going to be able to change the world, but I think it's important to try to make a difference.

Our lives are not our own, from womb to tomb, we are bound to others.

【Love's Philosophy】

---Percy Bysshe Shelley

The fountains mingle with the river,

And the rivers with the ocean;

The winds of heaven mix forever

With a sweet emotion;

Nothing in the world is single;

All things by a law divine

In another's being mingle--

Why not I with thine?

See, the mountains kiss high heaven,

And the waves clasp one another;

No sister flower could be forgiven

If it disdained its brother;

And the sunlight clasps the earth,

And the moonbeams kiss the sea;--

What are all these kissings worth,

If thou kiss not me.