《听雪集》:纵然不写相思句,已是相思第一人

暗香如沁

<h3><br></h3><div yne-bulb-block="paragraph" style="font-family: -webkit-standard; font-size: 12pt; -webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.301961); -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; line-height: 1.75;">诗意地活着</div><div yne-bulb-block="paragraph" style="font-family: -webkit-standard; font-size: 12pt; -webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.301961); -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; line-height: 1.75;"><br></div><div yne-bulb-block="paragraph" style="font-family: -webkit-standard; font-size: 12pt; -webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.301961); -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; line-height: 1.75;">文/暗香如沁</div><div yne-bulb-block="paragraph" style="font-family: -webkit-standard; font-size: 12pt; -webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.301961); -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; line-height: 1.75;"><br></div><div yne-bulb-block="paragraph" style="font-family: -webkit-standard; font-size: 12pt; -webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.301961); -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; line-height: 1.75;">每个人都可以诗意地活着,哪怕生活纷繁不堪。这是一种态度。我们用自己的态度,努力让灵魂丰满。在这个无涯的世界,内心,才不至于那么荒凉。</div><div yne-bulb-block="paragraph" style="font-family: -webkit-standard; font-size: 12pt; -webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.301961); -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; line-height: 1.75;"><br></div><div yne-bulb-block="paragraph" style="font-family: -webkit-standard; font-size: 12pt; -webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.301961); -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; line-height: 1.75;">我只做个合十的女子,在时光渡口,孑然独立。守着清风的宁静,看着人世的千帆,淡泊如斯。因何不喜,因何不悲;为何而喜,为何而悲?偶有微澜,亦是杯茗之间,浮沉过眼。此间种种,非千劫而不可得,非初心而无所忘焉。</div><div yne-bulb-block="paragraph" style="font-family: -webkit-standard; font-size: 12pt; -webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.301961); -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; line-height: 1.75;"><br></div><div yne-bulb-block="paragraph" style="font-family: -webkit-standard; font-size: 12pt; -webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.301961); -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; line-height: 1.75;">并,用我的清寂,画一座固若金汤的城。把心,藏在最深的海,把海,封在最大的门。将这世间的浮华,温柔拒绝。</div><div yne-bulb-block="paragraph" style="font-family: -webkit-standard; font-size: 12pt; -webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.301961); -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; line-height: 1.75;"><br></div><div yne-bulb-block="paragraph" style="font-family: -webkit-standard; font-size: 12pt; -webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.301961); -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; line-height: 1.75;">持一壶月,诵一本经,燃一炷香。听,万物争鸣。</div><div yne-bulb-block="paragraph" style="font-family: -webkit-standard; font-size: 12pt; -webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.301961); -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; line-height: 1.75;"><br></div><div yne-bulb-block="paragraph" style="font-family: -webkit-standard; font-size: 12pt; -webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.301961); -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; line-height: 1.75;">当我们在红尘,历经劫难,才发现,走到最后的最后,我们的灵魂是如此干净。就像这一程又一程的山水,只为洗心而来。</div><div yne-bulb-block="paragraph" style="font-family: -webkit-standard; font-size: 12pt; -webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.301961); -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; line-height: 1.75;"><br></div><div yne-bulb-block="paragraph" style="font-family: -webkit-standard; font-size: 12pt; -webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.301961); -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; line-height: 1.75;">若,还有一种取暖的方式,应就是,属于灵魂深处的文字。每一句,都写满了慈悲。</div><div yne-bulb-block="paragraph" style="font-family: -webkit-standard; font-size: 12pt; -webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.301961); -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; line-height: 1.75;"><br></div><div yne-bulb-block="paragraph" style="font-family: -webkit-standard; font-size: 12pt; -webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.301961); -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; line-height: 1.75;">此刻,我是如此安静,以至于忘记了时间的走过。只需要一首诗的温度,便能开出一朵朵清冽的梅花。不悲不喜,如同这本翻开的书页。等你,来读……</div><div yne-bulb-block="paragraph" style="font-family: -webkit-standard; font-size: 12pt; -webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.301961); -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; line-height: 1.75;"><br></div><div yne-bulb-block="paragraph" style="font-family: -webkit-standard; font-size: 12pt; -webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.301961); -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; line-height: 1.75;"><br></div><div yne-bulb-block="paragraph" style="font-family: -webkit-standard; font-size: 12pt; -webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.301961); -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; line-height: 1.75;">戊戌孟冬</div><h3><br></h3> <h3><br></h3><p style="font-family: -webkit-standard; white-space: normal; -webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.301961); -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto;">卜算子.花耶人耶</h3><p style="font-family: -webkit-standard; white-space: normal; -webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.301961); -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto;">去岁薄情花,今日多情我。碾到诗中论短长,入骨花千朵。 一朵寄秋风,一朵云山锁。一朵佛前合十看,句句勘因果。</h3><p style="font-family: -webkit-standard; white-space: normal; -webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.301961); -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto;"><br></h3><p style="font-family: -webkit-standard; white-space: normal; -webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.301961); -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto;"><br></h3><p style="font-family: -webkit-standard; white-space: normal; -webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.301961); -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto;">浣溪沙.梅花与我各三分</h3><p style="font-family: -webkit-standard; white-space: normal; -webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.301961); -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto;">独占云山不染尘,玲珑字底见天真。为谁消息送黄昏。半世癫狂堪醉月,一身清冽自怡人。梅花与我各三分。</h3><p style="font-family: -webkit-standard; white-space: normal; -webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.301961); -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto;"><br></h3><p style="font-family: -webkit-standard; white-space: normal; -webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.301961); -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto;"><br></h3><p style="font-family: -webkit-standard; white-space: normal; -webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.301961); -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto;"><br></h3> <h3><br></h3><p style="font-family: -webkit-standard; white-space: normal; -webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.301961); -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto;">鹧鸪天.已是相思第一人</h3><p style="font-family: -webkit-standard; white-space: normal; -webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.301961); -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto;">醉里随花已入尘,无缘自度黯销魂。那堪前世知之少,以至如今看未真。心多病,泪无痕,诸般寂寞幻千身。纵然不写相思句,已是相思第一人。</h3><p style="font-family: -webkit-standard; white-space: normal; -webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.301961); -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto;"><br></h3><p style="font-family: -webkit-standard; white-space: normal; -webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.301961); -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto;"><br></h3><p style="font-family: -webkit-standard; white-space: normal; -webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.301961); -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto;">鹧鸪天.非梦非禅非我身</h3><p style="font-family: -webkit-standard; white-space: normal; -webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.301961); -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto;">非梦非禅非我身,因谁寂寞远嚣尘。多情夜雨无情夜,一寸相思一寸真。心念起,水无痕,风流悄转各三分。灵山十二皆翻遍,只有梅花似故人。</h3><h3><br></h3> <h3><br></h3><p style="font-family: -webkit-standard; white-space: normal; -webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.301961); 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font-size: 12pt; -webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.301961); -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; line-height: 1.75;"><b>七绝.春夜</b></div><div yne-bulb-block="paragraph" style="font-family: -webkit-standard; font-size: 12pt; -webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.301961); -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; line-height: 1.75;"><b>静坐风烟看晚凉,蛙声碎语梦犹长。</b></div><div yne-bulb-block="paragraph" style="font-family: -webkit-standard; font-size: 12pt; -webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.301961); -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; line-height: 1.75;"><b>浑然不解春心事,直把寒塘种月光。</b></div><div yne-bulb-block="paragraph" style="font-family: -webkit-standard; font-size: 12pt; -webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.301961); -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; line-height: 1.75;"><b><br></b></div><div yne-bulb-block="paragraph" style="font-family: -webkit-standard; font-size: 12pt; -webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.301961); -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; line-height: 1.75;"><b>七绝.荷</b></div><div yne-bulb-block="paragraph" style="font-family: -webkit-standard; font-size: 12pt; -webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.301961); -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; line-height: 1.75;"><b>久误沉泥不肯哀,玲珑七窍水中埋。</b></div><div yne-bulb-block="paragraph" style="font-family: -webkit-standard; font-size: 12pt; -webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.301961); -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; line-height: 1.75;"><b>一朝纤叶凌波上,十万蟾光照影来。</b></div><div yne-bulb-block="paragraph" style="font-family: -webkit-standard; font-size: 12pt; -webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.301961); -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; line-height: 1.75;"><b><br></b></div><div yne-bulb-block="paragraph" style="font-family: -webkit-standard; font-size: 12pt; -webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.301961); -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; line-height: 1.75;"><b>七绝.夏夜</b></div><div yne-bulb-block="paragraph" style="font-family: -webkit-standard; font-size: 12pt; -webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.301961); -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; line-height: 1.75;"><b>草色高低幻象中,扁舟一叶系熏风。</b></div><div yne-bulb-block="paragraph" style="font-family: -webkit-standard; font-size: 12pt; -webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.301961); -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; line-height: 1.75;"><b>莫疑清水池塘浅,星在荷尖月在蓬。</b></div><div yne-bulb-block="paragraph" style="font-family: -webkit-standard; font-size: 12pt; -webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.301961); -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; line-height: 1.75;"><b><br></b></div><h3><b>七绝.清明</b></h3><div yne-bulb-block="paragraph" style="font-family: -webkit-standard; font-size: 12pt; -webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.301961); -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; line-height: 1.75;"><b>天教执伞漫轻斜,四野春光不敢遮。</b></div><h3><b>一入林荫香满袖,半肩烟雨半肩花。</b></h3> <h3><br></h3><div yne-bulb-block="paragraph" style="font-family: -webkit-standard; font-size: 12pt; -webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.301961); -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; line-height: 1.75;">七绝.画</div><div yne-bulb-block="paragraph" style="font-family: -webkit-standard; font-size: 12pt; -webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.301961); -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; line-height: 1.75;">亦曾磨砚坐清幽,半壁江山几去留。</div><div yne-bulb-block="paragraph" style="font-family: -webkit-standard; font-size: 12pt; -webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.301961); -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; line-height: 1.75;">愿有诗风堪入画,只惊落叶不惊秋。</div><div yne-bulb-block="paragraph" style="font-family: -webkit-standard; font-size: 12pt; -webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.301961); -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; line-height: 1.75;"><br></div><div yne-bulb-block="paragraph" style="font-family: -webkit-standard; font-size: 12pt; -webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.301961); -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; line-height: 1.75;">七绝.立夏</div><div yne-bulb-block="paragraph" style="font-family: -webkit-standard; font-size: 12pt; -webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.301961); -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; line-height: 1.75;">心潮几度浪波惊,春到江南不忍行。</div><div yne-bulb-block="paragraph" style="font-family: -webkit-standard; font-size: 12pt; -webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.301961); -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; line-height: 1.75;">昨夜焦雷三五响,小楼坐看落花轻。</div><div yne-bulb-block="paragraph" style="font-family: -webkit-standard; font-size: 12pt; -webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.301961); -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; line-height: 1.75;"><br></div><div yne-bulb-block="paragraph" style="font-family: -webkit-standard; font-size: 12pt; -webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.301961); -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; line-height: 1.75;">七绝.夜</div><div yne-bulb-block="paragraph" style="font-family: -webkit-standard; font-size: 12pt; -webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.301961); -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; line-height: 1.75;">时有春风拂镜台,一窗明月照人来。</div><div yne-bulb-block="paragraph" style="font-family: -webkit-standard; font-size: 12pt; -webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.301961); -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; line-height: 1.75;">飞花未解其中意,兀自推门恨不开。</div><div yne-bulb-block="paragraph" style="font-family: -webkit-standard; font-size: 12pt; -webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.301961); -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; line-height: 1.75;"><br></div><div yne-bulb-block="paragraph" style="font-family: -webkit-standard; font-size: 12pt; -webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.301961); -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; line-height: 1.75;">七绝.望月感怀</div><div yne-bulb-block="paragraph" style="font-family: -webkit-standard; font-size: 12pt; -webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.301961); -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; line-height: 1.75;">过半浮生恨未知,人间只合说无辞。</div><h3>风吹一片关山月,误入中天好作诗。</h3> <p class="ql-block"><br></p><p class="ql-block"><br></p><p class="ql-block">总有一朵花,会开放在黎明。我循着光的声音,看见了最初的梦想,在拐角处轻轻等待。</p><p class="ql-block"><br></p><p class="ql-block">洁白的,不染尘埃。</p><p class="ql-block"><br></p><p class="ql-block">风,吹起过腰的长发。而心里的弦,却拨不出内心的欢喜。淡淡地,淡淡地微笑。天空愈发澄澈,再没有一丝过往的疼痛,蔓延。</p><p class="ql-block"><br></p><p class="ql-block">安静地坐着,安静地想,安静地念。</p><p class="ql-block"><br></p><p class="ql-block">他说,我是你的将;她说,我是你的保护神;他说,我是你的军师;她说,我是你姐;他说,我是如来座前金刚;她说,别怕,有我。他说,我,我们,在你身后……</p><p class="ql-block"><br></p><p class="ql-block">那么多,交错的光影。来不及感谢,就如同花儿次第开放。而我,只是花蕊,带着一滴微小的晨露,透明而又孱弱。</p><p class="ql-block"><br></p><p class="ql-block">或许,人生就是如此吧。老天从不辜负每一寸失衡的光阴。无形中,妥善安放。</p><p class="ql-block"><br></p><p class="ql-block">《听雪集》在一切时宜、事宜之中,悄然而生。从十几岁爱上诗词,十多年的写作,悲欢离合,到如今,诚如纳兰所言“如人饮水冷暖自知”。幸好,一切还来得及。</p><p class="ql-block"><br></p><p class="ql-block">我尝试着,用自己的第一直观,先设计了封面。或许,不是最完美的,却是,我最想要的。带着一点清冷,也带着一丝倔强。</p><p class="ql-block"><br></p><p class="ql-block">不想用太多花哨的颜色。我就是我,简单,如是。用一张琴,一卷词,走过这四季风雨,来到灵魂深处,与天地对白。</p><p class="ql-block"><br></p><p class="ql-block">或许,你可以把这当成一篇心灵的独白,也可以当作是一个对读者的交代。</p><p class="ql-block"><br></p><p class="ql-block">有人问,为什么是《听雪集》,而不是其他更有意义或者更大气的名字。如果,你读懂了我的文字,那么,请告诉我,为什么是《听雪集》。我在这里,等你的答案。</p>